Live for the moment

If there's anything that hit me so true recently, it's that statement : LIVE FOR THE MOMENT !

Thinking about it, all the glorious moments I live by in 2011 it felt only good for the moment, at the moment, on the moment.

That although I wanted to blog about the details every moment so much, my fingers just stopped itself from typing. I guess they scared to ruin the remnants of the memories carved deeply in the walls of my heart.

And they always say : what's a girl without a secret ? I guess I selfishly would like to keep those joyful moments dearly to my private heart. Cause really, a lil bit of me is changed in these endearing moments :)

So here's the most that I can do. To list down those amazing moments here, and guard the impact these moments did to me & carry them forever in my heart:

1> Busy january. Weeks where I really questions God's direction & order to "Seek peace in the City where I have caused you to be carry away captive, and pray for it. For in it's peace, you shall have your peace" It's a month where my 2010 bitterness compressed & peaked. It was a painful, full of tears month.

2> Changing February. Somehow someway, things start to change. Musical work started this month too, bringing a piece of hope & colors. TLG Danz is has delivered it's second ministry by this month. Thank God

3> March : I'm 30. Crazily, the thing I scared most to happen, happened to be the best thing ever happen to me. To be 30 :) To be free :)

4> April: loving Bali. Loving El & Arief. Loving the short break, loving the companies & the seafood

5> May : 2 trips to Malaysia says it all. TLG bonding time.

6> June : I'm mostly restless, hopeless, sad, bothered, not enthusiastic this month. Reason : the sales manager I'm serving the longest is leaving the company. Though he's a major ass, he kicked some ass too. U cant deny he is successful in human's eyes, married, loaded, pretty kids and flying even higher at the age of 34 (this year). l don't miss him, but I was much affected for fear of changes. I fear what will the become of me. I was totally miserable for this whole month, it affects the whole musical dancers directions. I felt terrible & really sorry now that I looked back.

and most importantly : I thank God for true friends who stand up to confront me with the truth when need be. Elrica Diona, SMS loe yang wake me up and negur gua & kuatin gua, ga akan gua lupain :) Please, never be afraid to speak the harsh rightful truth to me El. I appreciate your honesty and your friendship.

also : for a friend who is there to stand up for me when I was so weak & negative then. Gillian Sastra :) Yg diem & cuek aja sama semua comment gua, unaffected and just keep on pushing delivering her best for our Musical.

I thank God each time I remember you two :)

7> July : FAMILY TIME !! My sista is here and I have FABULOUS 2 weeks family gathering with sis & cousins. Best moments : MBS nite 23 - 24 July. Will never forget this as this was the first time ever I don't care what the world think of my extras fleshy body and swam with my Bikini ever in my life at the infinity pool !!! Partly I was forced to do so coz my cousin perlu pinjem my swim wear. I ga tega, I pinjemin baju berenang aye... jadinya kepaksa pake bikini :P

crazily : hehehehe .... I feel so CAREFREE !! HAHAHA :P anyway gua pikir : sapa seh yg bakal ketemu di Infinity pool ini ? bener ga ada :) ahhahah :)

other than that : dont know why I just love MBS :P ahahaha

8> August : withdrawal syndromme. I miss my sis.

But sth else, happenned so fast in my life. 22nd August 2011 : I BOUGHT A HOME !!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH

9> September : the month of HARD WORK & SWEAT : Musical is coming baby !!!

10> October : MUSICAL !! ENGAGEMENT (Margie in Indo) !! fall sick for 2 weeks, followed by practice all da way for company's competition.

11> November : WEDDING (Margie in SG) !! rest for a week and then : Dinner and Dance competition where we won :) after that no rest all the way coz snowman competition is waiting a week after and ....haha...we won the snowman decorating competition ......again :P hahahaha :) colourful November :)

12> December : whats there to say ? MY SISTA WEDDING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA SHE'S MARRIEDDDDDDDDDD !!!!!!!!!!!!! and then off for a fabulous 11 days to end 2011. We're the fabulous 7-11 !!!

This is all I want to say about 2011. I will keep everything that I didn't write in details above, dearly in my heart. I will not look back, I will LIVE FOR THE MOMENT from this moment onward, and I will keep my heart & eyes hopeful for the future God has for me :)

One thing I'm very sure of: I love my girlfriends: El, Gill, Dian, Kiyoko :) I love my FAMILY who has been my source of strength :) I love my entertainment crew : Jenita & Nchep :) and I love my colleagues right now :P hahaha

I love my 2011 :)

bombie {=^o^=}

so....it happen to be 2012 now

Before it became too late, I really wanted to post the highlights of 2011. But that would take me too much time and emotion...

So I'll post them once I have the energy, after recuperating from the exhaust caused from unpacking, laundry-ing, and cleaning the home after 11 days trip, all in less than 24 hours...I'm a dead meat now and tolak angin is my friend

Tp gua iseng mo jawab buletin ginian. Sent from my cousin yg tumben2an ngirim email kurang kerjaan gini :P en gua yg bo liaou ngerjain ini email ... anyway here we go :

At the cusp of the New Year, most of us take a little time to reflect on our lives by looking back over the past and ahead into the future. We ponder the successes, failures and standout events that are slowly scripting our life’s story. This process of self-reflection helps us maintain a conscious awareness of where we’ve been and where we intend to go. It is pertinent to the organization and preservation of our long-term goals and happiness.

The questions below will help you with this process.
Because when it comes to finding meaning in life, asking the right questions is the answer

In one sentence, who are you?

melissa bombie surya

Why do you matter?

Coz I mattered in God's eyes.

What is your life motto?

Philipians 4:13

What’s something you have that everyone wants?

Joy

What is missing in your life?

soulmate

What’s been on your mind most lately?

scary thoughts of 2012

Happiness is a ________?

choice

What stands between you and happiness?

my wrong choice

What do you need most right now?

strength & patience

What does the child inside you long for?

a soulmate that I've been dreaming since I was a child.

What is one thing right now that you are totally sure of?

that my bank account is at my lowest balance ever since I work....hahaha

What’s been bothering you lately?

2012

What are you scared of?

that 2012 will not top 2011

What has fear of failure stopped you from doing?

Having peace of mind

What will you never give up on?

Jesus

What do you want to remember forever?

Jesus

What makes you feel secure?

Knowing that God approves & lead all my decision

Which activities make you lose track of time?

WATCH TV & dancing

What’s the most difficult decision you’ve ever made?

buying a home :P

What’s the best decision you’ve ever made?

Accepting God

What are you most grateful for?

Salvation

What is worth the pain?

Love

In order of importance, how would you rank: happiness, money, love,health, fame?

Happiness, Love, Health, Money, Fame

What is something you’ve always wanted, but don’t yet have?

a soulmate ( I think it's very clear right now)

What was the most defining moment in your life during this past year?

Buying a home and being a grown up

What’s the number one change you need to make in your life in the next twelve months?

my time management

What’s the number one thing you want to achieve in the next five years?

To have the courage to move out of my comfort zone

What is the biggest motivator in your life right now?

God and His timing

What will you never do?

Smoke

What’s something you said you’d never do, but have since done?

None

What’s something new you recently learned about yourself?

erm...none :P

What do you sometimes pretend to understand that you really do not?

Financial news or talks on bloomberg ?

In one sentence, what do you wish for your future self?

Happiness

What worries you most about the future?

That I don't live to fulfill the purpose of my creation

When you look into the past, what do you miss most?

NUS days

What’s something from the past that you don’t miss at all?

High school days

What recently reminded you of how fast time flies?

that it's now 3rd of Jan 2012 ? wooot :P

What is the biggest challenge you face right now?

myself

In one word, how would you describe your personality?

bombie.... haha :P I never know how to describe myself in one word ...it has to be minimum 2 : prim & proper

What never fails to frustrate you?

SMOKES, cigars & all their families

What are you known for by your friends and family?

strong headed

What’s something most people don’t know about you?

that I'm not as good as what they thought of me

What’s a common misconception people have about you?

that I demand too much in a soulmate

What’s something a lot of people do that you disagree with?

smoke

What’s a belief you hold with which many people disagree?

that a date should be taken seriously & cautiously

What’s something that’s harder for you than it is for most people?

to Settle

What are the top three qualities you look for in a friend?

Integrity, Honesty & faithfulness

If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend?

erm....shouldn't this kind of friend be the one that u'll stick to longest as they even speak like the way u speak to urself ? it's like befriending urself, and if you're a good friend u would want to befriend urself ? No ?

When you think of ‘home,’ what, specifically, do you think of?

Surya Wijaya I, Blok sth sth no sth sth, with mom & dad & sis who will soon move out

What’s the most valuable thing you own?

physically : my future property

If you had to move 3000 miles away, what would you miss most?

friendships in SG

What would make you smile right now?

2011

What do you do when nothing else seems to make you happy?

watch TV

What do you wish did not exist in your life?

erm... nothing so far

What should you avoid to improve your life?

watch too much TV

What is something you would hate to go without for a day?

a shower

What’s the biggest lie you once believed was true?

that di dalem polisi tidur bener2 ada polisi lagi tiduran :P

What’s something bad that happened to you that made you stronger?

got cheated over rental matters, that changes my whole game of life

What’s something nobody could ever steal from you?

Faith in Christ

What’s something you disliked when you were younger that you truly enjoy today?

Fish & seafood

What are you glad you quit?

hm.... dont know the answer for this

What do you need to spend more time doing?

Praying

What are you naturally good at?

unpacking !!

What have you been counting or keeping track of recently?

my finances

What has the little voice inside your head been saying lately?

go to sleep

What’s something you should always be careful with?

crime

What should always be taken seriously?

God

What should never be taken seriously?

sarcasm, bully's words & pointless critics

What are three things you can’t get enough of?

God, His love & His favor

What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?

nothing

What fascinates you?

Nature

What’s the difference between being alive and truly living?

The essence of life ?

What’s something you would do every day if you could?

Dancing

At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?

Musical moments

Which is worse, failing or never trying?

Never trying

What makes you feel incomplete?

not having a soulmate....like right now...

When did you experience a major turning point in your life?

22 august 2011

What or who do you wish you lived closer to?

God

If you had the opportunity to get a message across to a large group of people, what would your message be?

Be NICE & considerate

What’s something you know you can count on?

God's mercy

What makes you feel comfortable?

God's approval

What’s something about you that has never changed?

I'm still big

What will be different about your life in exactly one year?

I'm closer to 32

What mistakes do you make over and over again?

sleep too late like right now

What do you have a hard time saying “no” to?

TV

Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?

First one

What’s something that used to scare you, but no longer does?

Darkness

What promise to yourself do you still need to fulfill?

to be skinny

What do you appreciate most about your current situation?

that I'm happy right now

What’s something simple that makes you smile?

serial TV : Friends :)

So far, what has been the primary focus of your life?

Being happy :)

How do you know when it’s time to move on?

When God finally says so

What’s something you wish you could do one more time?

Musical... one more time.... and probably the last :)

When you’re 90-years-old, what will matter to you the most?

Family

What would you regret not fully doing, being, or having in your life?

doing : trying all the guts challenging rides / sports

being : a born rich girl :P hehehe

having : love

I love you !!!

Time waits for no one
While it's still on my side
Let me say it out loud

I LOVE YOU !!!!! SO MUCH !!!!!! Much more than what u can think of
I LOVE YOU 2011 !!!!!!

This heart is in great sadness to let you go......
Thank you for being SO ROCKINGLY AWESOME !!!
will cherish every impact on each way u opened for me this year...

thank u thank u thank u

wohoooo !!!!

fying off in less than 1 hour
I thought I would be able to blog about how AWESOME 2011 has been to my life last night before I fly
But since my sanity & health is more important at these crucial time, I forced myself to sleep...only to wake up in less than 3 hours after...... keleyeng2...puyeng2.... hehehe

in any case
I'M SO EXCITED !!
Let's TRAVEL everybody :)

and I promise I will list down the awesomeness of 2011 to count my blessings by the time I'm back or whenever I have the opportunity to have a descent internet connection and computer to do so :)

see you Singapore
THANK YOU GOD :)

bombie {=^o^=}

how do you measure ?

So my sister's wedding was over, December 17' 2011.

Having been into much of wedding party, and having the privilege to be the organizer / helper in some of them, being human we tend to compare the wedding we went through. Also, we (read I) tend to be selfish in the sense I always hope for my family member & those friends whose wedding I helped is smooth & successful.

So how do we measure the success of my sister's wedding ? As I'm her sister, my answer would mostly be biased here.

Let's see:

The preparation :

Before the wedding day, baju gua dikritik sama my mom & my sis and they keep asking me to buy new dress which was so last minute. Buat tenangin dia orang, gua pergi ke TA, find some dresses, ga nemu, and then decided to stand on my ground buat ga beli new dress. Stick to my decision.

Also, gua udah leave dari tanggal 12 Dec, while my sis cuman mulai leave dari kamis on Dec 15. In that short time span dia harus kejar sana sini, en selesaiin video sendiri using my Macbook. Cool, I never even make any video using Imovie/ Iphoto. She completed all and even teach me how to use IDVD as well. Cuman yah itu: the timing is so mephet. Thank God selesai.

Taking everything into consideration, I say the preparation is okay. We've done all we could and... que sera sera.

As for my sis & leo, they received lots of praises for taking care of everything about the wedding themselves. Ga nyusahin. Lucunya they got critics for rejecting parents funding. Mereka insist on funding the wedding themselves, and parents di Indo pada protes. well ....?!?!?! speechless abit.

The Holy Matrimony, Saturday December 17' 2011 : 11 AM. Annex building.

Have I told you how happy I was to hear the best news this year that dede gua udah join gereja, JPCC ga nanggung nanggung, and after years of her pending her faith confirmation, she finally get baptized taon ini, officiated by none other the father of gembala JPCC Pst. Jeffrey Rahmat, and above all : accepted and sanctified by one and only GOD ?

For many years I waited, sometimes giving up, to hear the good news and this year semuanya Tuhan kerjakan dengan baik dan sempurna. So buat ngeliat dede gua bisa jalanin wedding ala Holy Matrimony-an gereja instead of makan tok..... I feel SO BLESSED to witness the wedding, and to see my parents taste the goodness of His grace.

Even happier to know that they are planted in JPCC, udah join date, udah ikutin semua aturan panjang persyaratan nikah JPCC (seriously : kudos for their persistence), and to know that the wedding is blessed by Pst. Jose Carol whom I personally favored & respect.

Best part : I have my relatives came, mostly are not believers yet, but at the end of the holy matrimony we saw tears everywhere on every girls and guys (my cousins & uncles are crying)

So I guess : it's one score of success for the Holy Matrimony.


The dinner : 17 December 2011 : Upper room annex building. 7PM onwards

Overall I say :

1. Family members are VERY happy & entertained.

2. MC is good. Dede gua hire Ferly dari stasiun TV mana gua jg kagak ngerti...yg udah sering dipake for his company event. Yg pasti dia profesional, bagus en manteb, warna bajunya aja sampe masuk ke decor, sampe semua pada minta contact si Ferly en pada mo foto2.

3. Band is spectacular. Fantastic. The singer, the songs, the grand piano... woots :) good :) Dede gua sewa some band yg perform dari Nikko hotel on live show every monday. Sekali lagi gua ga tau show yg mana.

4. Baju gua received lots of praises on the day itself ...heheheheh ..untung gua ngotot not to buy new one. Thank you El for recommending Rani. And I've relearnt another lesson that sometimes, you just have to stick to what you believe regardless what the world say, when you know that it's something right & good. It's not what they think that matters, it's how standing in the right ground made you feel, that's what matters.

Also another lesson: parents don't always know best. And I know from the long history of my mom buying or choosing some clothes design for me, that she doesn't know best. Sometimes a hit, sometimes a miss. Tapi biasa mothers, they always think they know best. Spt halnya dlm baju gua dimana dia ngotot luar biasa for me to make/ buy new dress. Well I stick to my ground.

5. Baju dede gua seh ..... va va voom lah hoh. The designer is her high school friend who designed one of dresses worn by Lady Gaga for her photoshoot in harper's bazaar. Google aja namanya : Tex Saverio. Gua sempet ketemu dia sekali doang less than 1 minute, and yup : dia beneran keliatan keluar dari some Manga book :P so animetic.

Banyak yg berentiin dede gua pas lg siang2 foto di hotel buat numpang foto sama dia en bajunya :P Pas dinner, banyak yg nunggu dia turun panggung buat foto sama dia, sambil nanya nanya designer nya siapa. She hired a very good make up artist yg bikin dia cakep bener. Thank God dia share make up artistnya sama gua :P eheheheh thank you De :P

6. General feedback on food was super fantastic. My cousin's fiance, Rachel the Korean girl terus2an dateng ke gua siang en malem just to say : Melissa , food is SUPER GOOD !! I love it..

7. Timing is of the essence and they didn't start too late and didn't end that early either. At the end of the reception we saw alot of ppl staying late just to enjoy the party, and keep taking pics with the couple.

Really overall-ly successful in my own limited WO-ing experience view. WO yg dede gua sewapun do a very good job. Team-nya jg manteb.

So I say overall : it's a successful wedding party with lil bit of small minor hiccups here and there which is normal and make the day unforgettable.

But is that how we measure the success of a wedding ?
The dress, the food, the number of guests, the photos, the make up, the band ?

Which bring us to the sermon that Pst. Jose brought in the morning.
Dia cerita about his wedding. It was in 1998, year of riots. Jadi pendetanya telat 3 jam datengnya karena ketunda penutupan jalan. Sound systemnya sewa 2, yg dateng cuman 1 set, so harus dipindah pindah dari ruang holy matrimony ke ruang wedding. By the time the wedding is started in the evening, itu udah jam 8.30 akibat ke drag sama telatnya holy matrimony en akibat sound systemnya yg baru selesai set up. Undangan yg nongol cuman setengah dari yg diundang coz ppl masih trauma sama riots, and then by the time 8.30 PM udah kesisa temen2 Pst and wife only, which is 300 an orang doang. Sekitar 500 an orang are the parents invite and they have went home.

His wedding was a mess. But is his marriage in a mess ? Definitely not.
So he told my sis en husband (now) : your marriage doesn't depend on the success of your wedding. And the success of your wedding doesn't determine the success of your marriage.

What so good about a successful wedding but a train wreck marriage life ? Good thing about wedding is probably ang pao cuan (kata si Pst.)

So is my sis wedding a success ? Given everything that I saw and the feedback from people during the night, I say it is.

Her marriage however, we just have to wait and see, while praying and blessing them with strength and hope and understanding to go through it all till the end, till it last a lifetime.

a happy sis {=^o^=}
bombie

rambut

gua smoothing rambut gua kemaren
coz udah ga tahan sama rambut panjang gua yg susah dilurusin, en kl dibiarin keriting yg bener cuman bagian bawahnya doang. Yg atas udah acak adut kagak jelas, plus keriting itu amat sangat merontokkan rambut sodara2..... so gua decide buat lurusin dulu sambil jaga kesehatan rambut biar lebat ....
potong jg...belon potong sependek yg gua mau coz gua pikir potong pendekannya nanti aja di SG :P potong ini biar liberating benernya

tapi....GUA GA SUKA HASILNYAAAAAA......
huaaa kembalikan rambut keriting gua

udah gua bilang sama mbaknya jangan lurus2....udah bilang mbak ga usah catok2an lagi...jangan lama2 kasih obatnya...udah sampe bediri diri ingetin dia udah waktunya cuci...

capek deh...kuciwa daku kuciwaaa.....
bener2 laen kali bonding di Singapore aja deh
I did once in Singapore, it took less than 2 hours, painless, and the result is fantastic
benernya tadi masih mo bonding di SG cuman pikir besok kan I'm rushing with time to get everything done before travelling. So I decided to do it in Indo. Half price of SG anyway.

I did many times in indo wkt msh zama kuliah, the result is always flat hair, and it took me more than 3 hours sitting my butt in salon. Though cheap.

Points taken. next time, ga usah ngirit.
Go for the best.

huaaaa
*mencari solusi cari keritingan rambut biar foto2 travel gua ga bikin aib*

bombie {=^o^=}

time

2 more days
and she'll be married

7 more days
and I'll be away

16 more days
and the year's gonna be over

thank you 2011
you've been surprisingly full of sweet surprise
sad that you've come too long and gone too fast

random things in this short span of time

So I'm back home sabtu lalu Dec 10.

Next day I went to JPCC with my sis and bro in law to be in less than 1 week time.
Guess who served the PW that day ? GBI Rock Ambon :P hahahha ;)
Lagu yg dia orang bawa to open the Worship is : Sembah Dia 4X.
Followed with songs that some I know, some I didn't, but overall I felt (yg diconfirm with my sister too) like coming home .... GBI :P hahahahah:) My sis said yg JPCC bengong....ga biasa sama GBI style. While me there, is awed sama suara2 indah rekan2 GBI Ambon and the presence of God we experienced that day :) Mereka pelayanan ke 4 hari itu, there is still one more, and they are still SO powerfull.

Yup... I felt like coming home. haha :P

And so that was Sunday dan gua tidak menyia nyiakan waktu dan kesempatan yg ada di stiap saat buat cari makanan Indo yg gua suka.

So on Saturday evening when I landed gua minta nyokap beli Martabak telor :) Terus minggu siangnya gua minta titip Sekba (bebek Tim) then malemnya gua dinner sama dede gua after church di Pepenero : my face Italian Restaurant yg kudu gua makan tiap kali I'm back in Indo. Terus senen quest berlanjut, gua minta nasi goreng & bihun goreng dahlia. Kemaren gua makan hachi2 di TA, then today udah ada bakmi, nasi Nci Medan dari K7 dulu, en Nasi padang on the way... MAKMUR abis !! busyet dah.... dan kawinan dede gua on the way sabtu ini... haih...

Tiap hari gua sempetin diri sit up push up plus planking demi melawan semua lemak jahat :P *erm..yah kl makannya gitu yah susah jg yah....* cuman gimana cara ngelawan makanan enak yg jarang2 mendarat di perut gua ini coba ? hohaoehoaho :P *alesan*


now on to other things:
I have some pretty humbling things coming home, where smua yg gua lakuin, pilih, dan sukai kembali jadi hal2 yg kurang dimata keluarga gua.... well you heard the word before : family is you best critics (but it may lead to some other not so good things as we all know)

So yah anyway : gua bikin baju buat dede gua yang gua suka, but my family smua protes bilang ga suka... haih sedih. Sekarang gua lagi dipaksa cari baju baru dalam waktu sekejap, spend some money again, and fact that body gua bukan body indonesia biasa (alias kata bengkak kl ukuran Indo)....ga segampang itu buat masuk ukuran L tok. All gamble, kadang muat kadang kagak :P...
So itu satu yg kurang di mata keluarga gua.

Then kemaren gua bantu nyokap isi raport mandarin. Dan kerjaan gua harus nulis huruf dari angka nilai mereka...
Contoh my mom nulis 100, nah gua tulis di kotak yg disediakan : SERATUS.
Bokap gua terus terusan kan cheong terus : kita ada 8 kelas Cie.... 8, sehari doang harus selesai..... gimana bisa ? Sementara gua sok pede : ada Cie Cie Pa...another hand to help, takut apa seh ?

Teruslah gua proceed buat bantu nulis huruf2 itu. Alhasil first attempt : langsung kena cela my mother, ini ga perfect ga bagus ga rapih ga ini ga itu dan ga ga ga lainnya... haih :P sedih lagi :P ahhahah :) there is nothing that's ever be perfect enough from what I do for my mom.... but I grew up with it so I'm used to be belittled and strong enough not to take the face value of her (or their) words, instead dig deeper to know that they are actually proud enough to have me..

oh intermezzo : to all the teacher friends out there who needs to fill up report card, salute dah sama kalian. Tangan gua sampe berasa mo copot semalem nulisin 3 kelas doang :P beh :P hari ini berlanjut my missery :P mana mata kunang2 pula :P ehuahueh :) but well.. I got a job to do :P

Back to the topic, friends if you have a choice, do teach your children with a mix of western and eastern value okay ? It's hard enough to be children of eastern culture where nothing you do is ever enough.

Kiyoko did remind me : don't be too hard on yourself girl. Give credits where it's due.
I like those line and I will hold it dearly.

But overall it's a good humbling experience after I lots of "victories" this year (from musical to DND to small lil competition for Xmas deco in the bank), I'm happy to know that I'm still not good enough. That way I know, I have BIG ROOMS to grow :)

sekian Indo report till this day....
now off to write some more raport and getting busy for my sis wedding prep.

bie {=^o^=}

random

nope I wasn't tag
tp ini lagi ga ada kerjaan en belon mo tidur

so here we go...iseng2 ngisi things yg udah di tag earlier by El & Gill *sambil melatih muter kepala mikirin jawaban hal2 ginian......susah sodara2*

Rules:
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4. Award this to 7 blogger

7 Random things about me:

#1 I never felt pretty, always want & put effort to be pretty, and always wonder what would I be if I'm born pretty.

#2 I REFUSE (caps lock intended)to eat seafood & chili for the first 19 years of my life....at all. No fish, shrimps, crabs, lobster, especially not clam/ oysters. I started eating sea food & chili when I land in Singapore. I would say I can eat them, but I don't love love them.

#3 In my parallel imaginative world : I see myself as an American living in New York, can dance bend & shake like nobody's business, can sing & scream well like Lea Michelle, and living a career as pro dancer, actress, director / producer in LA & Broadway, and E news office is my usual business interview place :P hehehe speak about some dream :P

#4 I love classical music, choir, Disney movies & music, Jazz & blues. It gives you that kind of feeling that you are somewhere chic & high end, comforting & soothing, or that u're just somewhere in USA (when I hear blues)....en anyway classical music's complexity is good for your brain.

#5 My favorite movie when I was young : Sound of music. My fave activity : play piano, dance, sing edelweis, and act the so long farewell part before went up to my old house 2nd floor and pretended to be asleep.

#6 I used to refuse to go to spa because I don't like the idea of people massaging your body when u are lying down with just disposable panties on your body...and I hate to fork out the pricey cost...

#7 Of all animal : I hate snake the most

Questions:
Name your favorite color: anything BLUE off course !! greenish blue & purplish blue

Name your favorite songs: Too many. But one song I strike me the most when I first heard it : We could be in love by Lea Salonga & Brad Kane.

Name your favorite dessert: too much choice, but I welcome cheese cake any day.

What is annoying to you? Unreasonable rich snobbish egotistical good for nothing people who look down on others and worship money as king of everything, parading their branded life & lazy ass.

When you are upset you: most of the time just keep quiet. Unless I'm really really upset, which by then I will run while crying, just wandering around the streets, along the river .....to talk to God and calm my heart.

Your favorite pet: Don't wanna have pet. Chinchilla & puppies are cute but I'll never ever have pets.

Your biggest fear: 3 actually : that one day I walk away from His love forgetting all that He's done for me, that I'll never get married, and that my family don't get saved.

My best feature: I never know... physically : what I like is my teeth that's straight without having to put braces, and my lips. But I think my best feature should be about my behaviour or personality...and on that I say : I like how I love to be neat & clean.

My everyday attitude: life is shrt, why so serious ?

What is perfection: Jesus.

Guilty pleasure: I can tell u but I need to kill u after that :P

*aih capek jawabin ginian euy*

go ahead and take the challenge guys

and again....at terminal 2

crazy how time flies when you are enjoying life to your fullest..
just like how 2011 has been for me... it way surpassed whatever best year I've ever had....
and the funniest part is.... I declare this as the best year of my life when in actual, my bank account is in it's slimest condition ever since I started to work in 2004.

So what does it says here ? Is that life can be great without money to worry about ... :P hehehehe :P ga penting..

anyway back in terminal 2 about to fly back to Indo for my sister wedding
in the beginning of the year I made resolution to be skinny babe by the time my sister is getting married.... hhhhhh..... resolutions...resolutions... unless I make sure to sign up to a gym membership and find the hottest personal trainer who is single straight available and also looking for long term commitment, plus a christian, not a womaniser, can cook and have a good sense of humour, I'm pretty sure that I'll not lose this weight coz that kind of personal trainer does not exist.... unless they are hollywood actress...

anyway ga penting lagi ... yah gitulah nungguin boarding...u have nothing much to do so ... you blog :P *better than spending my fortune away to another Marc Jacobs perfume : Daisy, that smells pretty damn nice and pretty freaking expensive and will just be another collection of my sweet aroma in my room... forgotten... so....yeah....blogging is better*

point is (do we have any?) ... yeah...point is : I do not manage to achieve losing weight for my sis wedding, I'm back to size 0...with size 0 meaning my original size...not the real size 0 like Fenny Lo size....

but anyway... who cares ? I am HAPPY with my size as long as I dont see that much of double chin and making sure that I eat right..

I am happy when food enters my mouth and taste good... this tounge that can taste is one of God's amazing gift anyone ever have...so u know what ? ... I love food, I accept me the way I am with my fats curve and extra everywhere....I am in charge of my body... and I'll deal with this body when I'm not happy with the way it makes me feel...

Right now : I am just happy...
happy that my sister is getting married
happy that she took the pressure off me a lil bit
happy that I have AMAZING GOD
happy that I live
and happy...that I live...in abundance of God's everlasting love..

I'm going home..
and I'm happy :)

see ya on 21st everybody

bombie {=^o^=}