do you know what amazing is ?

I thot I knew.... Turns out I don't
till this BBC...7-9 March 08

This is my 7th BBC....
after so much of it...and now that I'm "mature" enough to be called auntie sometimes :P
I got to admit... I went with not much excitement..
funny enough : even the night before BBC itself...I was trying so hard not to go home early from office.....
so I stayed back there even though I got nothing much more to do... :P.... all day way till 9.30 pm chatting with my friends....followed by dinner that make me reach home at 11PM... mission accomplished... :p
I felt happy I reach home late ...then I don need to think much about the camp...how is it gonna be like...

it's just that....somehow I don't want to go to BBC and not be a blessing to others..
affected by my lazy mood...and kind of lost nonchalant feeling " what's more in store God? I think I have experience how amazing U are....but the theme was put simply AMAZING YOU.... we all know that.....what do I need to expect ?"

turns out indeed Amazing is He...
and Awesome is Him who we worship...
whose innocent blood has been shed to forgive me.....
and holy flesh broken into pieces...

simply put:
Here I am my child...
Annointing you with my spirit that you may know how AMAZING I am
I will deal with you myself...
and no ene else will come in between :)

and with that........WOA :P...I'm burned :)... annointed :) like never before..
I'll keep it forever.. in my heart, my mind..and my spirit Lord :)

08.03.08
a new beginning for Andre and Olivia..
a new beginning for bombie too :)

for indeed amazing is He
who was, and who is, and who will be coming :)

{=^o^=}

to numb myself

against all the evil thoughts..
against drilling the holes in my heart even deeper
against the remaining of nails mark...caused simply by the meekness of mind....
from running away... towards the other end of reality...
land of expectation...and my own happy fantasy ?

can I ever be numb enough.......to move forward against all these odds ?
which keeps repeating itself...never let me go ?

to numb myself....
when I reach there..
I guess all these will stop :)

bombie {=^o^=}