Uh huh... I'm no longer a teen yow....

Time to grow up
and behave like a 29 years old
think coherently
plan cohesively
throw my laziness and irresponsibilities away
and buck up !!!!

Coz i have not been a good girl
en I'm not happy bout it

ga mau

Strangely
u dont get off my mind so easily

namun ku tak mau
terperangkap dlm rasa semu
yg jelas salah dan pst berlalu

Passer by

U are just another passer by
that got me wishing for more time

and think... What if...
We are given much more chance
to meet in another realm ?

But no
u are just a passer by
that make me dread even more
of time fast closer to good bye

strange stranger
i dread the day I met u

especially for iin

This entry is dedicated to my best friend, best company, colleague, primary mate, secondary mate.... Ineke Djohan

Who is now living in Melbourne, with hubby Andy who is my secondary mate too. They got together on Jan 16' 1995, 2 days after In's 14 birthday and get married on September 16' 2007 :) Together for 12 years :)

It was a very sweet surprise on March 22' 2004 that we met at CT, my boss walked her around introducing her, and there was when we met again after never met each other since high school.

We work together for another 3 years. She left on June 2007. I still remember on her last day, I took leave as I need to take care of my moving from Bukit Batok to Bishan. She thought I will never come to office, when actually I really plan to come only to attend her farewell party. I never thought she will be so surprised...... SO SURPRISED...till she cried knowing that I come...

I can't cry that day...not also on the day when I sent her to Airport where she's flying to Melbourne. But I remembered holding my tears like mad....... It didn't drop too thereafter...

2 weeks passed and tears start to keep flowing everytime I remember her, in my office.... I missed her..... soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

my lunch partner, temen duduk gua di SMP, been there waktu I-in jadian, been there waktu I-in ROM, and been there waktu I-in married.

Yup, her wedding. I thought she will ask someone else to be her bridesmaid. She chose me. THANK YOU BERAT IN :) very very very much honored to be ur bridesmaid. Setelah sekian lama gua ga jadi bridesmaid... *last was on primary4 on Jan 27' 1991) eh tiba2 gua jadi bridesmaid lagi...en waktu itu I wasn't so confident with my body, tapi when I tried the bm's gown, thank God gua ga keliatan gendut. Thank God jg bestman nya ga kecil :P ahhahahaha :)

sadly I cant be there when she give birth this coming May 2010. But no matter what, I wish her & Andy.... ALL THE BEST :)

my kiss & hugs for your baby girl :) and please know this, the first 3 years I had in ct, are my best years coz I have you with me.... my everyday confirm lunch partner, my fighting partner .....my confidantes in ct.

miss you much In....and welcome to this blog :) hope u enjoy reading it :)

melissa {=^o^=}

bestman, groom, i-in, bombie

@ bintan

the very nite before she got married :)

D-day :)

going home from bintan

sending her to airport

dinner and dance 2006

didi's wedding

Thanks for the chocolate!
Hee heee

weak link

One of my weakest2 point...
Kl gua lg suka org... Pastiiiiiiiii ketauan banget....

Ah.. Gw benci feature gw yg satu ini....
Kyk anime yg tampangnya bolong gt.. Gtlah kira2 gua

{=^o^=}

nasiiiii

nasi bungkus.... oh my nasiii

you are ...always gonna be one of my sweetest moment of my life
now ...and forever...

a blessings given from above

bombie {=^o^=}

Interestink

It has been an interesting week.

Minggu ini gua kerja 7 hari, plus 5 hari di minggu depan total total 12 hari kerja non stop !! Phew, udah lama gua ga ngerodi gini. Hmphh..

But anyway: sth happen this week, en bener2 ini bikin gua bête .... :p
Gua disangka hamil, 2 kali..tambah lagi this morning maybe jadi 3 kali !!! Parah parah parah...dosa apa gua ? sampe tiap pagi gua cek perut gua before I go out just to make sure dia ga kayak mo meledak.

Skrg ini tiap kl gua di offer seats I felt so offended !! Jarang banget gua di offer seats, tampang gua msh ga tua2 bener jg. (not denying that gua udah 29) plus come on, I don't have a mother glow ! Bener2 cuman gara gara si perut *dan gua curiga tangan gua yg makin hari makin kayak rambo*

Semua itu kejadiannya di hari Rabu. Pagi2 gua masuk MRT ada Om2 dgn bahagianya  langsung, " you want to sit down ?" gua setengah shock stengah bête. Tapi ga mikirin banyak.

Then....sore2 dari Raffles ke Dhobby Ghaut, ini paling kurang ajar. Satu Auntie2 India, duduk dari tempat yg radiusnya ada 3 meter dari gua....berdiri deketin gua and kind of force me to sit. When I insist that I want to stand, dia berani nanya " are you pregnant ?" gua jawab dgn muka msh senyum tp hati kecut teriris *while typing gua udah berkaca2...sedih okay...* no I'm not * I wish gua bisa lbh rude jawabnya, but I cant gara2 gua terlalu shock*

Malem itu gua ga makan dinner !! It's really a bad reality check !! Huaaa sedih hati gua... Tadi pagi before I go to work, sekali ini emang si uncle mo turun jg, tapi sekali lagi gua dapet offer bahagi " miss pls sit down". Haih !! I admit hari ini gua baby doll jd emang agak keliatan kayak hamil, tapi perut gua lagi flattt dah .. tolong2.. !!

Reality check  has never hit harder than this !! I didn't even wear a ring on my ring finger, I wear it on my middle finger. Haih...sedih sedih sedih..

On another side of the world, my office ...hmph... Many things happen this week. Mulai dari our newly renovated centre yg gueeddeeee en ...well minimalist, modern but mewah jg lah yah, yg dapet attention cukup dari media sampe masuk Koran & berita, is having their opening this week.

At the same time, minggu depan tanggal April 12, office gua bakalan ngejalanin penggantian system yg cukup major karena ini barengan 7 negara *ih serem*. It's quite a major thing, repotnnyyyaaa minta ampun. Bayangin working in a company, and the next day u work, semua system yg selama ini loe kenal for 6 years tiba2 GANTI !!! Jreng jreng jreng !! String data yg loe pake jg ganti !! wow !!!

Most of us see that day like the dooms day, in Chinese we call it shi jie mo ri *hari kiamat* !! Di hari en minggu yg sama, we are having our audit - tttooorr dateng buat check2 kerjaan kita ! Nekat u say ? Nekad banget kl gua bilang. Imagine mereka nanya how do you perform this and this, and u say : erm... let me open up my bible.. i.e : my training materials, en get back to you ? So sorry, I'm not familiar with the new system myself :P Even better, kita semua udah detraining en dapet training materials kan neh. Gua buka lagi training materialsnya kemaren, gua susun buat gua jadiin bible guide, I'm lost :P Kayak ga kenal sistimnya at all.. wadohhh....

Kita semua beneran udah ga tau gimana kerja hari itu. And u noe wad's worst ? kl sampe system nya ga jalan....jreng jreng.. balik ke manual !!! hohohohoho :P terharu gua...di zaman yg keren gini, system kita yg udah stabil banget banget harus diganti sama sistim yg bikin kepala boootaaaakkkk....en when all else fails kita balik ke Flinstones !! Pen en paper !

Kita semua dari secret2ly wishing they will decide not to use the new system *takut kedengeran Boss*, sampe openly & loudly complaining at betapa ga mikirnya orang2 yg invest di sistim yg... adoh sulit gua berkata kata... yg mana harga investasinya... MAHAL BUENER... , udah kayak auntie2 HDB di kantor tiap hari gossip & ngomel :P Desperate housewife more like it... heheheh :P complaiiinnn terus :P hohoho :P

Aih sutra lah...interentink week given my so so year so far.. *actually so far so bad tepatnya..hehheheh... makin gendut !! gimana ga so far so bad ? hehehe*

bombie {=^o^=}

wait...what does it calls again ?

oh yah ...serendipity.....

it feels like it

wakakakaka

wackyy

bombie {=^o^=}

when magic happens

let me ask you:

Have you ever...

Read a person's facebook profile

describe in a total not more than 1000 words

what's their movies, topics, gadget, books, musics liking....

whether u know them well or dont

regardless are they strangers or hi and bye friends....

u felt... if only you can know more of each other, you can connect to them well ?

hmph..

I had such moment...

and it felt like ..magic...

hihi

*background music:

I've been waiting for you

All my life for somebody who

Makes me feel the way I feel when I'm with you baby

and you've been waiting too

for I've been waiting for you

haha

bombie {=^o^=}