Sunday, February 24, 2008

recognition

have you ever met your old time high school friend .......( btw it has been 10 years ever since my high school days...I believe old time is a right word...sadly)

and not being recognized by them....
simply becoz u change so much

or maybe not only your high school mates...
lets juz say some auntie and uncles..neighbours of your ex-home..
where u use to play with their kids...
then they met u again on one of your cousin/ uncles/ aunties wedding..
and they did not recognize u becoz u change....really really much ?

I have faced all that last years....
All my Citi collegues did not recognize me when I became the receptionist of my RM's wedding
when I'm suppose to be the contact person...a familiar face they see in receptionist table so they don't get lost in the massive crowds of ppl queueing to give ang paos--> according to my RM when he was trying to convince me to be his recepts...
wad happen was: they are all perfectly lost...when they saw me...
who is this girl who knows me when I don't know her at all ? How can she know my name and keep calling me ever since she saw me, even telling me my table number? (that's my duty)
U noe wad ? .. I even wave my hands so they can see and recognized me..
and VOILA...nobody succeeded... except my best friends Ineke...

It was supposed to be a good feeling... a compliment that hey... you change so much to the better..
but somehow I was quite upset as they don't recognize me...when my duty is to be the most familiar face in recept table...
and that the pressure is high in office for me to "dress up"...coz I look good when doing so..
off course ....I still have not done that..

but anyway ...the point is....there are many times....many many times ....last years...
my friends....did not recognize me..... hhhoooaaaa...

maybe you think I should be happy...
well... there is a sense of happiness in that ....
that I have changed...to the better... Thanks to Him....

still .... for the very first time after so long I finally saw lots of old friends when I was queueing to go back to Singapore in Soekarno Hatta....
and even one of them was standing side by side with me...and he saw me.. many...many times..
but wad happen again....as I was trying to look him in the eye so he can recognize me... he still didn't........... hoooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
he used to be one of my funniest closest friends

and come the other girl... who saw me even when I was queuing for my free fiscal...
and then in immigration....
and another friend... whom almost catch a glimpse of who I am....but then look lost.....
and another girl again......who can see the big me there :P..

none....out of 4....none....recognized me..
we were all in the same class....1-2 :P

Please......recognized me my friendsssss...
Coz I want to break into scream when I saw u guys again...

Like wad we always did in the past when we met and you still reckon me... it was fun wasn't it ?

Thank God ...my Lord will never unreckon me..
however, wherever, whatever I am.... forever He knows me inside out :)

bombie {=^o^=}

Friday, February 1, 2008

Valentine come early... CNY come late :)

I've been thinking about you lately
Like always the thots about you can come up anytime of the day

How are you now ? Have you been alright ?
Funny why I still care...and indeed if you analyze my heart closer... I don't.....really..care..

Anyway...wherever you are ...I hope you are doing good.....
Since I can do any work of salvation to wad has happened in between us..
Here are what I can wish...

I wish you allright
I wish you fine...
More than anything
I wish someday you will shine

Shine like what you've done
Into my life and others
Those whom you have touched
With your heart so tender

lastly....I wish for your happiness
wherever you are.... till it's endless


Speaking about wish....have you heard Chris Daughtry song "Home"?
If you have not... please ask Miss 777 aka Rancu :)... I got it from here..

One lyric of the songs say this :
"Becarefull what you wish for, coz you just might get it all
You just might get it all, then some you don want.. "

Have you ever had a wish come true ?
Thanks God.....I have many....

My wishes come true does not have to be exactly the same as what I wish for....
For this year only... I had 1 :)

I wish for a bouquet of flower....from someone I do not expect
Some that can make your heart beat faster... and your minds rest and set....
Some stranger, some loner, somebody who can shower me with laughter .....
will be good if it's on special day... like birthday or other important ones...
anyway it's just a wish....and wishing great will do no harm...

and... then......I GOT IT :)....the bouquet of flowers :)... when was that ? sometimes in January....
Who was it from ? Someonesss I really do not expect...
Did my heart beat faster ?......For the fact it was hand delivered.... yes :)
Other than that ? erm...perhaps coz I'm too excited that I GOT MY WISH :)
It doesn't have to be perfect....I'm more than delighted to receive them:)... I got my flowers early this year :) YEAY :)

thanks u...
http://mushrooms.marelie.com/mushroom.html

so again.. becarefull what you wish for... coz you just might get it all...

Come this Valentine......I wish for......
*fill in your blanks...*


HAPPY LOVE DAY EVERYONE :)
oh... GONG XI XIN NIAN too :)


Bombie {=^o^=}