someone once said:
Life is slow before you are 10.....
It goes to normal speed from 10 to 20
It accelerates from 20 onwards.. the fear of growing old starts to build into you...
and by the time you are reaching your 30....
you lost track and start being ignorance...
for the last 2 years that will happen onward...
I hope He can fast it forward..
so I can start being ignorant for the big fact that..
I'M REACHING 30 and on my way to 40 !!!
argh :P tidak !!
bombie {=^o^=}
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Once again : victory from Him and for Him
I felt like screaming and jumping with Joy that day..
Feb 19' 09.
Yesh, it was Dian's birthday. & that's not the only reason.
This fight, this sleepless nite, all the things I hided, all the thoughts I have on how tough it's gonna be to convince everyone of a better beginning, all the fear I kept in my tearfull night on disasters I have brought along, all the guilt, the resposibilities, the repercution, everything and all the small little things.....
Basically, all that I fear....
is... unjustified. baseless. But not a waste of time
Embarking to the new Promise, a new season, new era, new beginning
This journey has finally come to an end..
AND I AM SO RELIEVED I felt like opening my wine to celebrate.
Coz what God starts, God ends.
What God creates, God took away.
What He asked, He'll answer.
What He allows to happen, He'll allow to conclude.
What He demands, He supplies.
Once again, it's YOU, my most high, the amazing Party behind all the joy I have.
I love you father. THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH.
bombie {=^o^=}
Feb 19' 09.
Yesh, it was Dian's birthday. & that's not the only reason.
This fight, this sleepless nite, all the things I hided, all the thoughts I have on how tough it's gonna be to convince everyone of a better beginning, all the fear I kept in my tearfull night on disasters I have brought along, all the guilt, the resposibilities, the repercution, everything and all the small little things.....
Basically, all that I fear....
is... unjustified. baseless. But not a waste of time
Embarking to the new Promise, a new season, new era, new beginning
This journey has finally come to an end..
AND I AM SO RELIEVED I felt like opening my wine to celebrate.
Coz what God starts, God ends.
What God creates, God took away.
What He asked, He'll answer.
What He allows to happen, He'll allow to conclude.
What He demands, He supplies.
Once again, it's YOU, my most high, the amazing Party behind all the joy I have.
I love you father. THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH.
bombie {=^o^=}
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
YEAH !!! I survived Valentine...wooohoooo
Yeah:)
Last wk was the week of love known as Valentine's week.
It's a day that I had always expected with lots excitement as I grew up back then when I was a just a girl
It's a day that I finally learned why some ppl resent it, (read: mostly men who burn a hole in the wallet, and single human being who is unhappy of their relationship state being), when I enter to market place.
And...off course....I'm one of those who recently don't really look forward for the day to come.
And I'm running out of ideas of how to survive another valentine...single all the way....
But thank God it's differrent this year...
My bestest friend of life: Marina, is married on that day.
And for so, she has once again saved my life....by clearing up at least 75% of Val's day itself...
And amazingly : I really had great time since last Friday the 13th 0f Feb.
Watched a very fun performance : Breakout, with my cousins. It was really great :)
Stayed at Marina Mandarin Hotel on Friday night itself...slept at 1+....
Wake up (at 5.45 AM)...and VOILA...rush for all wedding matters....
The wedding itself turns out really good. I managed to say what I want to say for my best friend on the happiest day of her life :) Bless you Mbak, Mrs Rudi Edwin Anugerah :)
By the time the Bride and Groom plus their family were standing outside the Ballroom to thank the ppl, Ko Edwin was kind of surprise on why the guest is like staying in the ballroom all the way, not wanting to leave the ballrooom. Well, it's a success then :)
I'm not the organizer by the way :) Juz a maid of honour, my 3rd time :) But it's always a good thing to see a successfull wedding....
Post wedding, some of garingerz went to dampsey road: Ben and Jerry's.
We're catching up, and what a fruitful result we get.... we manage to dig out Sofyan latest relationship update and it happened that he was going to have a dinner date after that....
So we forced him to update us on his status by the midnite itself...send an sms to me.. and I will...per normal... be the broadcaster.........
I went home after that...so tired..
But I manage to clean my room and bathroom, plus doing my laundry :P
By the time of 10.30 PM, I couldn't stand to open my eyes..
The pizza that we ordered....failed to show up too :P heh :P hehe :)
Anyway....Sofyan..however..hadnot sms-ed me....
So I sms him, ask him to update me...and I'm going to sleep after that..
Not long... I dosed off....zzzzzzzzzzzzz
Took 8 hours of sleep...
and when I woke up on Sunday....
I'm bursting with HAPPINESS !!!
HAPPINESS that.... I SURVIVED THIS VALENTINE GREATLY AND JOYFULLY :)
and sofyan's sms read : Udah Resmi. hehe:)
Oh...wad a v-day :) Sunday continued to be great too, despite the hiccups of "the missing preacher"...God is good.. all went well :)
I had a a great week laz week..
Best one of 09 so far.....
And from the way I survived Valentine...
Let me just say this
It's in me.....this guts called faith to proclaim
I'll find my happiness and it shall remain
till then....
be happy lissa !!
bombie {=^o^=}
Last wk was the week of love known as Valentine's week.
It's a day that I had always expected with lots excitement as I grew up back then when I was a just a girl
It's a day that I finally learned why some ppl resent it, (read: mostly men who burn a hole in the wallet, and single human being who is unhappy of their relationship state being), when I enter to market place.
And...off course....I'm one of those who recently don't really look forward for the day to come.
And I'm running out of ideas of how to survive another valentine...single all the way....
But thank God it's differrent this year...
My bestest friend of life: Marina, is married on that day.
And for so, she has once again saved my life....by clearing up at least 75% of Val's day itself...
And amazingly : I really had great time since last Friday the 13th 0f Feb.
Watched a very fun performance : Breakout, with my cousins. It was really great :)
Stayed at Marina Mandarin Hotel on Friday night itself...slept at 1+....
Wake up (at 5.45 AM)...and VOILA...rush for all wedding matters....
The wedding itself turns out really good. I managed to say what I want to say for my best friend on the happiest day of her life :) Bless you Mbak, Mrs Rudi Edwin Anugerah :)
By the time the Bride and Groom plus their family were standing outside the Ballroom to thank the ppl, Ko Edwin was kind of surprise on why the guest is like staying in the ballroom all the way, not wanting to leave the ballrooom. Well, it's a success then :)
I'm not the organizer by the way :) Juz a maid of honour, my 3rd time :) But it's always a good thing to see a successfull wedding....
Post wedding, some of garingerz went to dampsey road: Ben and Jerry's.
We're catching up, and what a fruitful result we get.... we manage to dig out Sofyan latest relationship update and it happened that he was going to have a dinner date after that....
So we forced him to update us on his status by the midnite itself...send an sms to me.. and I will...per normal... be the broadcaster.........
I went home after that...so tired..
But I manage to clean my room and bathroom, plus doing my laundry :P
By the time of 10.30 PM, I couldn't stand to open my eyes..
The pizza that we ordered....failed to show up too :P heh :P hehe :)
Anyway....Sofyan..however..hadnot sms-ed me....
So I sms him, ask him to update me...and I'm going to sleep after that..
Not long... I dosed off....zzzzzzzzzzzzz
Took 8 hours of sleep...
and when I woke up on Sunday....
I'm bursting with HAPPINESS !!!
HAPPINESS that.... I SURVIVED THIS VALENTINE GREATLY AND JOYFULLY :)
and sofyan's sms read : Udah Resmi. hehe:)
Oh...wad a v-day :) Sunday continued to be great too, despite the hiccups of "the missing preacher"...God is good.. all went well :)
I had a a great week laz week..
Best one of 09 so far.....
And from the way I survived Valentine...
Let me just say this
It's in me.....this guts called faith to proclaim
I'll find my happiness and it shall remain
till then....
be happy lissa !!
bombie {=^o^=}
Saturday, February 7, 2009
a dose of reality
A dose of reality...
is good for the soul
that wanders uneasily in dreamland
trapped in circle of unreached fantasy
staying to cryover the crushed dreams in la-la-land
for reality
you bring me back to my ground
Reality...
when it comes to this term..
I somehow like the way my Singaporean friends face it
They are...after all
The best realist in my world....
What I like about them is that..
Most of the time they are not the bunch who run away from reality
Or pushing the blame all around the air for the hard bite they eat...
Just a dose of reality.
Is really good for one's soul
It makes them, my Singaporean friends, decide to eat at the cheapest place around
As they find that recession is in now and ...well....we just got to save the penny don't we ?
I love the fact that they know it is a time to save or splurge...to play to or to work hard..to make or to break....
After all, they are the hardest worker and wildest player
It makes me, as a Christian, realise that:
God's work is never ending as needy people will always be everywhere...
And that reality... is part of my training ground
To be faithul in keeping the faith that He is able to conquer reality to incredibility in Him and His name alone
Reality...
Though most of the time you are asociated with pain that follows...
I welcome just a dose of you... and your pain...
For by embracing this pain is what reminds me
I'm still alive...and thanking for every single breath I can take....
And now..
Reality is...
I don think I think of you...
but my fantasy says.... perhaps ...... love ?
reality...
wake me up now
bombie {=^o^=}
is good for the soul
that wanders uneasily in dreamland
trapped in circle of unreached fantasy
staying to cryover the crushed dreams in la-la-land
for reality
you bring me back to my ground
Reality...
when it comes to this term..
I somehow like the way my Singaporean friends face it
They are...after all
The best realist in my world....
What I like about them is that..
Most of the time they are not the bunch who run away from reality
Or pushing the blame all around the air for the hard bite they eat...
Just a dose of reality.
Is really good for one's soul
It makes them, my Singaporean friends, decide to eat at the cheapest place around
As they find that recession is in now and ...well....we just got to save the penny don't we ?
I love the fact that they know it is a time to save or splurge...to play to or to work hard..to make or to break....
After all, they are the hardest worker and wildest player
It makes me, as a Christian, realise that:
God's work is never ending as needy people will always be everywhere...
And that reality... is part of my training ground
To be faithul in keeping the faith that He is able to conquer reality to incredibility in Him and His name alone
Reality...
Though most of the time you are asociated with pain that follows...
I welcome just a dose of you... and your pain...
For by embracing this pain is what reminds me
I'm still alive...and thanking for every single breath I can take....
And now..
Reality is...
I don think I think of you...
but my fantasy says.... perhaps ...... love ?
reality...
wake me up now
bombie {=^o^=}
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