a story

Let me tell you a story about a girl who was born with a normal weight, yet due to the love outpoured by her family, she grow to be overweight overtime.

Growing up, she grow fond of dancing, acting & singing. At the age of 5, her mom introduce her to an arts centre, where she learn & perform with the Arts group for 3 years. She fall in love with dancing ever since.

Yet life took it twist. She fell ill for 2 months and her mom decided that she should quit dancing. She continue to perform in her school Christmas celebration annually.

Till one year, her teacher forbid girls with big size who has entered the growing up stage to dance in Balet tops, that shows too much flesh she thinks. Her mom joined the forced, as she heard some comments from strangers that the girl in pink balet top is too fat to dance.

Hurt, she decided to accept the bittter truth that dancing is not for big size girl. At this pt of time she learned the fact that her voice is enjoyable. She ventured into this opportunity and stick with the Choir group till her University days.

Yet somewhere somehow, deep down inside her heart, she kept waiting for a chance to dance again, where big size girls are accepted to dance.. Every time she watch a wonderful dance, her heart beats faster, her passion: burnt.

One day the chance arrived. The Church she joined are looking for dancers. Serving the Lord, they look for dancers with heart to serve, and not with the ability to perform.

She finally dare to take the steps to loosen her body one more time, and Danz !! It's not all smooth sailing, she's not fully accepted in the beginning. Sceptism still arrive, can the fat girl dance ?

That's where she learnt that His grace is all sufficient for those who believe. He protects here & cover her throughout her days where she serves.

Yet a long buried dream still lies in her heart. To change lifes through dance. To revive the talents in her ministry. To hit the stage one last time, and proof that Her God is awesome.

He created dreams to be made come true. He knows too well her passion, and His purpose in her creation. He kept her waiting for long, yet made His purpose known at the right time.

You know too well, the girl is me.

I hope you heart my story. Don't ever stop believing, never loose hope, don't give up when you've run the furthest, don't be ackward when you are differrent from the rest of the world. Don't ever take the ppl's criticsm that kills ur heart.

For dreams are not meant to be broken. Talents are not given to be wasted. Hopes are not planted to be shatterred, and passion are not turned on to be burnt.

Believe in yourself, even when your loved ones doubt u, coz God above believes in you.

Being a dance director for Nasi Boengkoes musical is a dream come true for me. That, after years of mocking from strangers & my own parents, and a 1000% doubt from my own realm knowing my limitation in dancing, choreoing & leading a group of 20 +++ dancerz.

But He kept me waiting for exactly 28.5 years of my life to make this dream come true, and even taking care of the dance Himself, it's all worthwhile only for His glory.

And as much as I hope this will be my end of journey, I believe this is just the beginning of His higher calling:), coz I finally know what my life is all for.

To Build, change & impact life, through Dance:)

NASI BOENGKOES is ALL FOR GOD'S GLORY !!

bombie {=^o^=}
a blessed dance crew of Nasi Boengkoes

juz a liner

~ a lifetime spent to wait for you ......is worthwhile

~ Defense is toughest in it's final hour

~ Those who's forgiven much....love much

~ the past did create our present
but never control our future

~ Roses are beautiful
Simply for it's own
Funny if you think about it
Beauty ... is never complete....without it's thorn

bie {=^o^=}

randommmmm

seriously
I am sooooooo happy to hear that my auntie is taking 1 week off to accompany me in LA
Yeah :) cant wait for my holiday

bless her bless her bless her


and on the other side of the island of thots
insomniac now

thinking
breathing
living
worrrying
counting
praying for


NASI BOENGKOES the musical
u've capture my life since March 09...
good thing that at least this year is not so boring with me being left alone single....

coz if others have wedding to worry about
I have u ...my Nasi... :P

so...boengkoes aja dah Bang cepetan :P
pake telor lebih enak :)

bombie {=^o^=}

the toughest hour of defense

Defense is hardest when you've run your best the furthest

The very second you've stretched your max, harboring the thoughts of raising white flag
the very point at the verge of giving up

Might just be the very same second away from a second of Victory

When hang on & preservere means giving your best of life immediately
To end the race of living a worthwhile battle

Finish what He has started
End what we have obeyed to follow

It's our life toughest hour
It's worth gambling nothing less than our own very best

a sweet sweet sacrifise
where success can never taste sweeter
making it happen together


Nasi Boengkoes musical
How I felt like giving up on you at this very moment
and how I know it's impossible to do so

So let's complete what He has started
Success, is just a second away
and Defense...is our only way

FIGHT ON !!
bombie {=^o^=}

09.09.09

A day with great number
A day u chose to leave all of us behind in this living world

Quite stunned to receive the news
And I cant say that it's for the best of you
or for everyone else

and when memory of you flows in our little corner of mind
no bad deeds remembered
Your cheefulness triumphant repentance
your sincere way of making redemption
has changed my life in a way or another

and what's played in my heart
is how you praise and encourage my karaoke singing
When others run away
A night when we stayed over at your room
Playing poker & drinking 'wine" session
The superman LCD movie night


Jai jien Su
Till we meet again
we love you

li-sha

as much as I want to be an angel

I am not

so....

Thank you

I'm justified

Just a human

Not an angel

can never be close to one



En again
tears start to fall

bombie {=^o^=}

dreams come true

"Be carefull what you wish for
Coz you just might get it all"

a line from a Daughtry's song : home.

And an excerpt from my life... I have had many of dreams come true
Even things that I jokingly wish for

Coz wad ? HE made it come true :)
and the power of vision is seriously amazing.

Didn't really believe that in the beginning
But it's proven now. And it took Marina to twist my mind to realize that.

I dreamed that :
I will go to SMAK I
I will study abroad
I will take Accounting
I will work in Citibank
I will ....dance again
I will receive flowers from unknown sources.
I will ....go to States !!!! with my own way.....

and all did happen..

so I dream again:
That "Nasi Boengkoes Musical" will be a success for HIM :)

and dreams...do come true !!

bombie {=^o^=}