Been almost a week since..
but I had dreams about it even after it has gone past for 5 dayz
guess what ?
jadi dari selasa tgl 21 malem dan seterusnya (22, 23, 24, 25)....5 nights in a row :
I had dreams on Erick Wynne's wedding....
and....I don't know why ....
hahahah
too memorable ? too scarry ? too much pressure ? too happy that it's over ?
HAHAHHAHAHA :p
I dont know.
kl gua mimpi lagi malem ini...gua sms Wynne bilang dia beli Toto !
but anyway I've been havin bizarre dreams dari tanggal 21 itu en non stop sampe sekarang gua di indo :P
haha ....bizarre !! High school friends, Dian, Erick Wynne, Nasi Boengkoes....segabruk flash back..
huh....indo2....
gua agree sama Lolo that life brings too much pressure in SG
tapi gua selalu ngerasa keteken each time gua balik indo
feel so initimidated ...the fact that semua orang sekeliling loe berbicara bahasa yg sama dengan dikau...
terus macetnya.....tambah bau gedungan jakarta (langsung merinding lagi gua .... keinget masa2 kerja di Untar)
belon lagi kl ketemu orang2 yg lagaknya segudang waktu jalan di mall ...rambut setinggi hak 13 CM.....jalan udah kayak berasa di Runway :P... mentang2 dari atas sampe bawah pake bran-ded smua *oh please....pengsan*...abis itu: sok ngomong inggris ..... yg keluar.....lebih parah dari Singlish :P .... HHAHHAHAHAHAH *gubrak tante....ga usah pake stilleto boot setinggi lutut di jakarta btw ..... ga dingin FYI....unless u takut banjir tante ? haha*
yeah....en sgudang tipe indo di jakarta angkatan semi gua semi babe gua (means 40 ++ now) nyang udah berasa sukses en lagaknya kayak boss gede.... well...
ah i dont know.... emang gua not fated buat pulang indo..
I'm not 100% lovin SG but I also not 100% hearting indo...
guess the question now is : where do I belong ?
bombie {=^o^=}
3 comments:
darling, maybe u shud try nz then!! hahaha..well, you'll have a look in june anyway rite? gw sih yah walopun kadang msh tetep complaint ttg nz (i mean manusia kan emg kodratnya ga pernah puas kali yehhh hahaha), but if i have to choose out of the 3, i still prefer nz.. n to be honest, i am pretty happy living there :) you can enjoy life more i think...
haehua Lolo..
yah....I will have a glimpse of NZ soon :)
hmph....well
mungkin masalah sebenernya itu di gua Lo.. dan kemampuan gua berkomitmen mendedikasikan diri gua into one thing only...gua cukup ga fokusan...
en ...sisi perfeksionis gua yg pengen banget gabungin the best of both world : singapore & indo ..
padahal..as we all know it : ga ada yg sempurna...
sekian lama di NZ ....gua jg yakin kl ada beberapa hal di NZ yg I guess... u dont really like ? seperti mungkin ga ada iga penyet ? auehuaeuueauh :)
tapi akhirnya loe tetep milih buat cinta en idup di NZ...
gua ..milih idup di SG...tapi apa gua cinta SG ?
hm... kl gua bisa sebutin sejuta complain gua soal SG.... gua rasa gua ga gitu love sg anyway :) ahhahahah
sulit Lo..
apakah dikau berpikiran se complicated daku ?
coz kita tend to be sama dalam hal kepribadian....at least dari apa yg gua pelajarin so far :) hahahhah
iya ada lah bbrp hal yg gw kdg ga suka dr nz..kdg kykmya too steady, no challenge..trs not much happening (walopun kdg yah itu justru hal yg gw suka juga..kl too mucj going on mabok jg haha..duh lolo apa maunya sihhh..)
gw sih mgkn utk hal yg 1 ini agak berbeda dr elo..gw tend to take this thing quite easy..mksdnya yah udah lohh gw tinggal d nz skrg, gw dah terbiasa lifestyle sonoh, gw ckup happy :) walopun again there are times i wish im somewhere else..gw at the end come into conclusion..kyknya hidup d manapun sama, ada +ve n -ve nyaa..soo yah dinikmati ajah +venya d n teteup bersyukur...
bieee..we have to simplify life!!ga usah terlalu overthiking sgala, hihi.. ah itu gw jadiin prinsip gw ah ntr d 2011.. hahha..
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