2008

December... must you come so fast ?
2008....muz u fly like a rocket ?

Well anyway..
I have not been giving lots of thanks in this tough times in 2008, despite the fact that God never fail to provide for me...

And so in this day when I felt a lil bit of "warmth" inside..
As Christmas celebration starts to kick in real...

I'll say grace for Your faitfulness is perfect to me even in times when I'm wavering wondering wandering pondering staggering doubting
Even when my walks seems to be walking towards the down or wrong side..
Not according to Your will
Your love never leaves me..
And it never fails to bring me back...

Dear God... my dear dearest God ......
In many ways that I failed in this 2008...
Forgive me for all my trespasses...
For this pause moment that I've taken too long...
For all the grumble and complaints I delivered
For keeping this unbelief in my colder cooler heart...
For the virus I spread around...
Just simply for doing anything that displeases You...

My dear dearest God above....
I know Christmas is coming..
And I am the reason that You sent Your only son to came and gave His life...
For saving me for all I've done above...and even more things unseen to my eyes, mind, and souls...
For that :I GIVE THANKS TODAY !!!!!! Shall my heart give thanks forever more...

And now for my wish... finally
I dare to wish again.....
feels like a new branch of hope and faith just popped up....
and ... in faith and hope itself....I wish to see them grow stronger each day.....

Warmth this cold and cooler heart my dear God..
Take me, break me, mould me, and make me....
Set my heart on fire again..
In the zeal of Yours...
A passion burnt so real...
A contagious joy roots within...
And an unfailing faith grows within....

Entering 2009: Reborn me in fullness of Yours...
this is new...and it never felt like this before...
I'm all Yours....

Lastly :
For Yours
is Thy kingdom
and the Glory
Forever and ever ..
Amen


thankful & grateful bombie {=^o^=}