fun run was fun

It's official
Citibankers are superrrrr competitive

gw pengen ikut acara bank gw called fun run...but knowing my limit
so gw tanya temen gw yg organise.. Gw mo ikut..coz it's for charity.
Ada yg jalan ga ? Gw mo ikut tp jalan doang boleh ga ?

Jawabnya : I'm sure there's alot of them who walks Mel.. Just join lah
so...i decided to join

the run is today
a week ago gw udah prepare myself by buying new running shoe
but the company is so downgrading the fun runners lah...
While competitive runners were given so much rule... Guidelines...
Fun runners disuruh bawa camera en dont finish later than 8 pm
hebatnya lagi...Boss gw so into the mood of not running lo
she wear her Stuart Weissman sandals...bring Doritos.. Water.
Bring picnic mat some more

then.. Gt mereka tiup pluit.. MATENK!!!
Mana fun run... Each to each own mannn
leaving all the fren behind
haahhaahhahah

gilaaa
gw yg biasanya ga kuat lari tiba2 bisa kaya ada drive drmana gw jg ga ngerti
parah!!! Seumur umur ga ada deh gua yg namanya lari ber K K...
400 m aja dah bagus

eh dikejar 5K.. En ga ada yg slow down.. Sintinggggg
in the end gw cuman berhasil finish in 35 minutes...
Walk and run some way
and Thank God not the last person..

Walaowee
dont want to trust my colleague ready
damn competitive lahhh hahaha

BUT
i must say: I LOVE IT !!!
So..at my 30ies.. I'm happy to dare and try sth totally new
breaking boundaries...and LIVE !!!

Next thing u know I'll be on my way to a blind date
HAHAHAHAHA
u wish...

Still a no to that

haha
niwei
A GOOD DAY INDEED
thank u Father :)

this june

Juni oh Juni,

kenapa Juni taon ini kerasa gitu dull, flat, down, hopeless, colourless .... en just plain...blah ni ?!?!?!

cukup muak feelin this way for most of June.....padahal kl nurutin cycle cewek gua...harusnya beginning to mid month is happy time, terus down time, terus flood time, and go on...

yg ada before flood dah down, pas flood masih down, after flood gua MC, so udah mo naek ceritanya ...eh turun lagi...., selesai MC gua lanjut flat...

mana happiness peaknya ? Blah !!!!

en ini kebawa bawa kemana mana in my life aspect

Seumur umur gua belon pernah bisa download SYTYCD felem sendiri..

sekarang sekali giliran gua bisa download dengan baik, on time, jelas dan benar... tiap nonton gua ga berasa gimana banget... ga gigit nendang nangis or merinding...

ga bengong or teriak2 depan compie... boro2 kedorong buat gerak joget2...

napa coba ? padahal gua agree2 aja sama Nigel kl talent yg ada jago2

kl mo ngomong logic, bisa jadi gara2:

1> so far masih belon ada Nappy Tabs choreo, Stacey Tookey's choreo, Mia udah jelas2 cabut, Wade Robson jg ga tau kemana, en Adam juga udah ga judging... ilang gitu the colours of SYTYCD......

2> nothing against Mary & Nigel, loved them. Tapi judge ketiga teh sapa itu ? ga jelas gw ...

en gua jg agree sm one american comment yg bilang : Why suddenly all the routine deserves an Emmy ? They have all the hype about Travis Wall contemp for Melanie & Marko's routine kamis kemaren.. tapi pas gua nonton... napa ga gigit or nusuk kayak Hallelujah's Alex & Alison, or supaya gua ga dibilang biased sukanya sama Alex terus, kok bahkan ga segigit Collide's Lauren & Kent's routine about prom nite, yg di choreo sama Travis jg?

BTW SYTYCD fans, u should check this link... and tell me if you agree with them..

Best 25 routine of SYTYCD so far... and I ...agree

http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20389677_20502439_20974188,00.html

Lalu :

Musical dance..

Yup..ini bulan yg cukup sepi...pada pulank semua.. en somehow kebawa ke gua jg....

somehow gua jadi hopeless banget... with the fact that lagu2nya belon ada yg jadi juga...lagu belon ada mo bikin dance apa atuh ? padahal kita cuman punya sisa 3 bulan... *merinding gua ingetnya*...

so far udah banyak banget gaya yg kepikir di otak gua.....but biar kata semua gaya udah ada di otak gua... honestly I know myself well that ga segampang itu tuangin isi otak gua ke gaya nari.....

ga nolong lagi : liatin semangat team musical yg ada, en frekuensi email / contact kita... kok jarangggg banget gitu ? I'm so lost..... maap banget neh kl jadi curcol... or maap jg kl ada anggota musical di yg baca blog ini.... I just have to be honest.... we need some fuel..kita perlu bensin & api buat bakar semangat musical kita..

aih ... kacau kucar kacir ketar ketir ati gua

terus..kebawa lagi ke hal2 lain..

I felt such a failure sampe Juni ini gua ga kurus2....yg ada muakan terus like there's no tomorrow... en aneh bener the fact that kenyataan kl dede gua bakal married December ini which demands me to look nothing less than fabulous ....itu ga macu semangat gua diet sama sekali....

en then: office :

RM yg udah lama gua support...paling lama in fact.. ( 6.75 taon) bakalan berenti soon... dia seh nyebelin attitudenya emang....cuman tetep aja artinya gua bakalan ngalemin pretty much a big change di kantor...en I absolutely have no idea what's gonna happen next....

it's like...there's just so much things go out of my control... after what I can say... a pretty good 2011 so far ...... in a month....thing's turn to be so...bleh...

en worst: I know I can do something about it..tapi asli gua ga tergerak to do something about it ---> though I know u want to say"ya salah loe sendiri".... just Don't .. It's something that I dont need right now..

AAAAA... frustasi.....*exaggerating drama mode....ikutan Jennita .. *

amidst all that... gua cuman bisa bersyukur kl gua ga sendiri di musical ini..

untung Gill masih semangat en masih lanjut full of ideas...

blessed are you Gill...jadi penopang gua en Raimond.....oheoaoah :)

gua jg bersyukur sama Depot ....housemate gua yg suka sok imut..... yg tanpa dia sadari .... udah jadi penghibur sejati gua....just with her silly comment...en her effortless presence and comfort at the right time... where I need her most....

and with June...supervisor gua di office.. yg makin hari makin terbuka sama gua....yg very much forgiving to me.... yg have done so much for me in my last 7.5 years.... she always makes my day...

with all that.... mari gua conclude Juni yg so far so bad ini with one conclusion :

"two is better than one. If one falls down, the other can lift him / her up"

I guess I need my other one...

yg notabene masih kosong besar so far..

siapa, dimana, ada atau ga aja in the first place...gua ga jelas...

I surely hope & keep my faith kl si other one ini beneran sudah ada, is living, breathing, learning, preparing & getting ready for us to meet one fine day...

boleh dong ngarep ?

kl boleh : sekalian deh gua ngarepin satu hal lagi...

cepet dateng napa ??? haih... capek banget kali nunggu sa chap years

mari sama2 kita ber experiment en buktiin kl dua itu lebih baik dari satu... a sentence yg masih mau gua buktikan kebenerannya to really know the truth

lastly : Father God... aaaaku beeerrr serahh... aaaaaku berrr serahhh.. pada Yesus...Juru slamat...aaaaaku berrr serahhhh

Your divine intervention is highly requested Lord

bombie {=^o^=}

being melissa

"Learn to be what you are

and learn to resign with good grace all that you are not"

by Henri Frederic Amiel

I'm recently hooked on a TV Series called "Being Erica"

Kiyoko Yap passed it to me last year and I only have chance to see it now

They have some moving quotes that makes me ponder... in a very peaceful way

Here's another fave quote:

" The heart wants what it wants

It forces us to act when reason dictates otherwise

It tears down walls, it breaches boundaries

And for better or worse, it leads us places that the heads, would never go"

I solely agree

another one that really felt bold out when I was watching the show:

"Thinking is easy

Acting is difficult

and to put one's thought into action

the most difficult thing in the world "

by Goethe

and in some spirit of quoting

I made my own. I dont think it's any good compared to those soothing quotes I heard from the show, but it's what I'm feeling right now.

And if there's anything I ever learnt from this show, is the quote I put on the first line:

Learn to be what you are

so here's my quote, posted them on FB :

Changes

no matter how much we're looking forward to the day it happens

like a night longs for the sun light

still heart will doubt a little

and it falls a beat when a change finally arrives

is this will be.....for the better ?

bombie {=^o^=}

something's missing.... u

seberapa senengnya gua sama SYTYCD SO8 that's just starting, I'm not as excited as last year...and I know why :

THERE IS NO ALEX WONG THIS YEAR ...

after 1 year....

gua masih sedih ..... banget banget.... for his early departure...

hix.. I want more of Alex...

it's hard when you have fallen in love to one dancer...

ga bisa pindah ke lain hati... hixx

bombie {=^o^=}

gloomy gloomy gloomy gloomy

Somebody tell me what should I do when I'm gloomy for no good reason...in fact..still investigating for any reason... And in the process of doing so... I got even gloomierrrr

ga.. Bukan pms...coz it's just over and it's suppose to be happy time now
then Why??? Why am I gloomy ?? Why should I be gloomy ?

not that all things are so perfect now.. But Life's not perfect and I know that well
so why... Am I just so.... Arghhh

better pray
and sleep it over now

& oh
adding to the irony
i just watched a ver happy musical
hakuna matata...

Sighhhhh
hakuna matata Lissa
sleep !!