kenapa Juni taon ini kerasa gitu dull, flat, down, hopeless, colourless .... en just plain...blah ni ?!?!?!
cukup muak feelin this way for most of June.....padahal kl nurutin cycle cewek gua...harusnya beginning to mid month is happy time, terus down time, terus flood time, and go on...
yg ada before flood dah down, pas flood masih down, after flood gua MC, so udah mo naek ceritanya ...eh turun lagi...., selesai MC gua lanjut flat...
mana happiness peaknya ? Blah !!!!
en ini kebawa bawa kemana mana in my life aspect
Seumur umur gua belon pernah bisa download SYTYCD felem sendiri..
sekarang sekali giliran gua bisa download dengan baik, on time, jelas dan benar... tiap nonton gua ga berasa gimana banget... ga gigit nendang nangis or merinding...
ga bengong or teriak2 depan compie... boro2 kedorong buat gerak joget2...
napa coba ? padahal gua agree2 aja sama Nigel kl talent yg ada jago2
kl mo ngomong logic, bisa jadi gara2:
1> so far masih belon ada Nappy Tabs choreo, Stacey Tookey's choreo, Mia udah jelas2 cabut, Wade Robson jg ga tau kemana, en Adam juga udah ga judging... ilang gitu the colours of SYTYCD......
2> nothing against Mary & Nigel, loved them. Tapi judge ketiga teh sapa itu ? ga jelas gw ...
en gua jg agree sm one american comment yg bilang : Why suddenly all the routine deserves an Emmy ? They have all the hype about Travis Wall contemp for Melanie & Marko's routine kamis kemaren.. tapi pas gua nonton... napa ga gigit or nusuk kayak Hallelujah's Alex & Alison, or supaya gua ga dibilang biased sukanya sama Alex terus, kok bahkan ga segigit Collide's Lauren & Kent's routine about prom nite, yg di choreo sama Travis jg?
BTW SYTYCD fans, u should check this link... and tell me if you agree with them..
Best 25 routine of SYTYCD so far... and I ...agree
http://www.ew.com/ew/gallery/0,,20389677_20502439_20974188,00.html
Lalu :
Musical dance..
Yup..ini bulan yg cukup sepi...pada pulank semua.. en somehow kebawa ke gua jg....
somehow gua jadi hopeless banget... with the fact that lagu2nya belon ada yg jadi juga...lagu belon ada mo bikin dance apa atuh ? padahal kita cuman punya sisa 3 bulan... *merinding gua ingetnya*...
so far udah banyak banget gaya yg kepikir di otak gua.....but biar kata semua gaya udah ada di otak gua... honestly I know myself well that ga segampang itu tuangin isi otak gua ke gaya nari.....
ga nolong lagi : liatin semangat team musical yg ada, en frekuensi email / contact kita... kok jarangggg banget gitu ? I'm so lost..... maap banget neh kl jadi curcol... or maap jg kl ada anggota musical di yg baca blog ini.... I just have to be honest.... we need some fuel..kita perlu bensin & api buat bakar semangat musical kita..
aih ... kacau kucar kacir ketar ketir ati gua
terus..kebawa lagi ke hal2 lain..
I felt such a failure sampe Juni ini gua ga kurus2....yg ada muakan terus like there's no tomorrow... en aneh bener the fact that kenyataan kl dede gua bakal married December ini which demands me to look nothing less than fabulous ....itu ga macu semangat gua diet sama sekali....
en then: office :
RM yg udah lama gua support...paling lama in fact.. ( 6.75 taon) bakalan berenti soon... dia seh nyebelin attitudenya emang....cuman tetep aja artinya gua bakalan ngalemin pretty much a big change di kantor...en I absolutely have no idea what's gonna happen next....
it's like...there's just so much things go out of my control... after what I can say... a pretty good 2011 so far ...... in a month....thing's turn to be so...bleh...
en worst: I know I can do something about it..tapi asli gua ga tergerak to do something about it ---> though I know u want to say"ya salah loe sendiri".... just Don't .. It's something that I dont need right now..
AAAAA... frustasi.....*exaggerating drama mode....ikutan Jennita .. *
amidst all that... gua cuman bisa bersyukur kl gua ga sendiri di musical ini..
untung Gill masih semangat en masih lanjut full of ideas...
blessed are you Gill...jadi penopang gua en Raimond.....oheoaoah :)
gua jg bersyukur sama Depot ....housemate gua yg suka sok imut..... yg tanpa dia sadari .... udah jadi penghibur sejati gua....just with her silly comment...en her effortless presence and comfort at the right time... where I need her most....
and with June...supervisor gua di office.. yg makin hari makin terbuka sama gua....yg very much forgiving to me.... yg have done so much for me in my last 7.5 years.... she always makes my day...
with all that.... mari gua conclude Juni yg so far so bad ini with one conclusion :
"two is better than one. If one falls down, the other can lift him / her up"
I guess I need my other one...
yg notabene masih kosong besar so far..
siapa, dimana, ada atau ga aja in the first place...gua ga jelas...
I surely hope & keep my faith kl si other one ini beneran sudah ada, is living, breathing, learning, preparing & getting ready for us to meet one fine day...
boleh dong ngarep ?
kl boleh : sekalian deh gua ngarepin satu hal lagi...
cepet dateng napa ??? haih... capek banget kali nunggu sa chap years
mari sama2 kita ber experiment en buktiin kl dua itu lebih baik dari satu... a sentence yg masih mau gua buktikan kebenerannya to really know the truth
lastly : Father God... aaaaku beeerrr serahh... aaaaaku berrr serahhh.. pada Yesus...Juru slamat...aaaaaku berrr serahhhh
Your divine intervention is highly requested Lord
bombie {=^o^=}
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