fly me to your wings

If I can fly ... I would
Anytime, anywhere, anyhow

bombie {=^o^=}

He never forgets

It's pleasing knowing it
at least...that's one piece of good news I can hear

bombie {=^o^=}

TQ

I am grateful for the pleasant surprise :)

bie {=^o^=}

Wo zhi yao xin fu
Zhen me jian dan
Zhen di hao nan

Rijo wedding

I am glad & thankful that Ricky and Jojo's wedding went smooth and warm
Wasn't being emotionally exageratingly scarred
Just having a real logical fear on how all things will turn out

As I said to Dian, each wedding is a gambling on its own
As mostly what we discuss in each of wedding preparation is what looks perfectly planned in Wedding Excel file
But what it really take to make it perfect is actually the right people end executioner on the right time knowing the right thing to do and commited to each area of responsibility
Most importantlyl, the God above who guided all those things to run smoothly

That's what I had yesterday,
To have a chance collaborating with Ieie (again) and El is a blessing indeed.
And to surrender whole heartedly our works in Him in a fervent prayer
Months, weeks, days before
He surely hears and answer :)

It's no longer me being gambler
It's God conquer the battle

in the end : I still love wedding planning
so next : our lovely Fons-Di & Ly-Hong :)

bombie {=^o^=}

Weekend services

Isaiah
He has been speaking for 3 times in YRC throughout da year (yup I remember)
I've been in all 3 services

I find him a miracle
Just look at his face, and imagine him wearing " Peci ", " Baju Tudung", and " Sarung"
He is just the perfect cut of someone who will go and pray every Friday noon
Indeed....he was meant & groomed to be that perfect "soleh" person

That's why I call him a miracle
A miracle that he responded to the calling when he was 14...over a simple service
A miracle that he...is willing to risk it all....for his love to Christ..even if it means loosing his only life.....
A miracle that he....with his own story and style...has managed to fulfill God's will in his life

Juz my sense... & perhaps my faith
This man of God...will never stop till every purpose of Him in him fulfilled :)
I am blessed to know how God never rule out all "Isaiah"s
Just like God never rule out Paul

This weekend message, from the 2 services I attended, is pretty clear :
Our body, broken for others, just as His body, broken for us
That's the level of our spiritual maturity
When others is always above us

Love our God with all our hearts mind body spirit and soul
Love your neighbour as you love yourself
This is repeated in 2 of the services I attended :)

God....before others.. before me

bombie {=^o^=}

Sang Oscar Vin Diesel Bin Miller Jackman

Bakalan lucu..
kl namanya bener2 Oscar :)
En botak, gede, en kayak patung Oscar ala Vin Diesel dicampur Wentworth Miller en Hugh Jackman :P

AHHAHHAHAHHA :) I'll be the..first one to laugh out loud kl ada mahluk kayak gitu :)
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAH :d

Not dwelling in any fantasy though
I'll take what reality of mind could wish hope and pray for :)

bombie {=^o^=}

wads going on in an email ?

A : I will lah... we all will lah..
marriage is ....after all.....allowing your heart to be vulnerably open wide...
so wide that it can hurt you when you close your heart back..

we are bound to be vulnerable...
marriage is like giving your spouse a knife... whether he uses the knife to cut grass, cut apple, or cut your heart and soul... all up to him..and all up to us too... we have another knife on our hands after all...

it's scary to accept that you long to give your heart out.. yet so scared that it will be trash badly.... and in between those 2 reality...there we stand :P.. not moving anywhere :P ahhahaha


B : so sad this email...ha

De day

It will be de day
Where lots and lots of emotionz
Collide & Mixed

I pray I'll survive the crash
bombie {=^o^=}

Coz I had a bad day

Today
is one of those days when the question rise again
Is this all worth the sacrifise ? What am I doing ?
All for the namesake of "Best first class customer service"
In wealth and treasure keepsake

I really wonder
Is my time up ? Do I get to know what He and I really want in my being here ?
Will a move settle all ?

What do I really want ?
What is worth the sacrifise of heart blood and tears ?
Fame ? Wealth ? Comfort ? for who ?

Back are those days
Back are those days

I need to decide..
Take it all...or leave it at my doorstep
Since singleness is still on my side
Or perhaps, coz it meant to stay ?

Is this meant to be my way ?
Will it pay ?
Is this what I hear Him say ?

bombie {=^o^=}

WOW

tough tough tough
Feel like I have to split myself into many mini-mes to face all these

hmph.....
be cool....breathe in ...breathe out..
life goes on again :)



On another note
I just hear another AMAZING stories of my cousin. To me, he's forever our baby boy. Apparantly this baby boy is almost as old as Ncep, Rani en prenz... hm...

anyway, I just found out that he graduated with Summa Cum Laude (the highest cum laude possible) in UCLA. That's like WOW number 1. I believe he is the one and only from our relative who manage to achieve this Summa Cum Laude :)

and to hear from his mom that following his graduation day, he is actually preaching in the youth service.. That's like OH MY GOSH....SUPER WOW WOW number 2. Kenji, a christian, a fervent Christian....who is now preaching ? In youth service ???? oh my Gosh..seriously...since when ??

and then....for the fact that he added me in FB and I found out that he knows bunch of BCS youth graduates who are now in LA, and that he is growing in BIC LA (Bethany International Church), I'm like.... WOW WOW WOW number 3.

God is taking this generation by storm.. I thot I'll be the only 3rd generation of our family who is deeply touched and changed by Him. My fault for ruling them out...He never let any of us off from His love...

amazing....our baby boy is now serving and preaching the good words. Another cousin in USA is leaving her past boyband fanatics and is serving God...

I'm tearingg :P....YOU ARE... TRULY AWESOMELY AMAZING... how did You do that Lord ?

bombie {=^o^=}