I seek...will You find me ?

It's all down to one thing

LOVE

We've heard that Christian walk is like Marriage

So I got married on May 6th 2001

The day that I said my vow and then

blub blub blub

*nyelemmmmmm*

tadaaaa a ring of faith in my body, heart, mind, soul, and spirit

And so

Being a newly wed

Just like any other bride I thought that the romance will stay all along

and if anything fails I just need to remember this "romance"

the butterfly in the stomach, fire on my hands, flowing waters in my heart

and everything will be fine again

I took it that.....nothing will beat His amazing soft overwhelming passionate love that's burning in me then.

And knowing me, I know I am a faithful person

having been faithful my unrequited first love for 8 years

and staying in my first bank till now for 6.5 years

we know I am

But just like any other marriage

Mostly I heard, along the way..

The romance .....dies.

Not the love....

the romance, the tingling sensation, the butterflies, the palpitation of heart

the unstoppable tears that flows like ocean

along the way.... regardless...romance will die

This ...sometimes

Is translated into the love that's lost

the marriage that comes to an end

where divorce is the only way out...

Yet we've heard

just like any other marriage

when the romance dies

Commitment saved the days

And so these few days,

I realized that I have celebrated my ninth years marriage anniversary

It's time for me to exercise my vow

To love, to cherish and to hold

in joy and in sadness

in sickness and in health

through richer or poorer

in my boredom or disbelieving of Your power

in my disappointment of my unanswered Prayer

in my not understanding on why You allow certain things to happen in my life

through the Joy of receiving Your wonderful anniversary gifts for me

in all blessings that You showered me cause of Your love

through all the time You accompany me in my darkest despair

and all the time You have protected me 24/7 safe and sound

for all Your efforts to pursue me to the ends of my world

and for all the time ahead that I know You will be good for me throughout the entire days of our marriage

I receive You as my God

I accept You as my savior

I offer my body soul and spirit to be Your Bride

till death joined us in heaven after so long of being apart

this is my vow

I will..

stay commited.

I will..

fall in love with You over and over again

I will..

worship Your goodness, Your beauty, Your power

I will..

remember the sacrifice of life You made to make me Yours

my husband Jesus....

I believe in You

In our marriage days that we have walked, where I'm no longer a new born Christian

when our romance might not sizzle as much during our honeymoon period

I will.... stay within the ring of faith You've bestowed on my soul

for this ring is round shape, never ending journey

now that I seek You

offering my repentance for the hurts I caused sometimes in our marriage

will You forgive me ?

now that I seek You again

in my willful power to relive our romance

will You find me back again ?

now that I seek You over and over again

My Baby Jesus..

I know I'll find You

for we have been made one

on May 6th' 2001

bombie {=^o^=}

is courting her love