8.30.2010

8.30.2010

baru 2/3 taon lewat.....

how has your year been ?

For some of you who are experiencing "the best moment" in their life ...

I'm all happy for you...

For some who got the other side of the world ...

I'm same page as you....

Baru 2/3 taon lewat

but why does it feel sssssooooooo long for me... like a non stop 2010...dreading each and every single piece of energy that I have......and suck them out of me....

why does my heart bleed so much this year ? I'm physically and mentally not at the right tune this year....

haih .....2010....

you have been such and such and ssssuuuuuccccchhh a tough year indeed

my toughest ever..

ini kah syndrome 29 ?

binung ane.......

well....berangkat dari itu .....akhirnya
I have decided to follow Dian & Jojo's footstep..

to just follow my guts...and go to New York, alone.....*nekat*

tiket udah gua book !!

excited or not.. New York here I come

I need this holiday more than any holiday I ever needed.....

and knowing my plan next year

there's no better time to go holiday than this year

but now I need help

jadi buat kalian2 yg udah pernah ke New York

or tau website yg bagus buat book accommodation

or tau any good books on travel that you can recommend

pls pls plssss... let me know :) jalan sendiri neh...hehehe

atau ada yg mo temenin ? I welcome you guys !!! haoehaoheo :)

akhir kata....

maapkan daku Gillian Sastraku...

daku ke Amrik di hari weddingmu

I wish you all the best on your new life with your Raimy, my Dear

When I don't come, it doesn't mean my heart doesn't go with you :)

May all the blessings flow from above abundantly in your wedded life

I'll send your wedding gifts from States (Victoria's secret ? kasih tau gua size loe aja :) mo renda, merah, strip2 or black see through lace ? hohohoho)

bombie {=^o^=}

Trust His heart

I remember a wise man named Pst Kong Hee ever say this :

When we cant see God's hand
We can trust His heart

It never speak to me as loud as now
I'm lost and I cant see His hands
but I trust His heart that always give His best for me

I think i'm sick
thanks to the unpredictable weather.. Spt kata Lydia
kemaren pagi panasss bener so gua pake baju yg adapt to the heat
yg ada I'm freezinggggg...coz malem ujan gede

then today morning gelap en dingin
so gua wear my best turtle neck black black
yg ada panaasssssss banget weathernya..
yet... Even under the blazing sun ray
gua ga keringetan or berasa panas at all
turtle neck padahal
yg gua pake buay combat chillin chicago weather
parah ini: cold on the outside burning on the inside

phew
prophesy;
healed by the blood
coz i cant afford to be sick
not this week at least
amennn

Pro pe si kl kata hendro

So here i am
nunggu lagi
sampe step up 3 mulai

i wanna talk abt yesterday service
Prophets Diana Frost came and prophecy to each and everyone of us
blh tanya El en Gill apa prophecy mereka msg2... Seru dah

apa yg dia prophecy on me ? Here they are:
some of the things in your life have not happened the way you wantes them to happen
but it's all right, you don't need to be ashamed. Coz you are well covered by His
blood.

You will continue to reach out, guide and protect those who need you so that they will not faced the same hurt you faced.
You will continue to transform life. Be ready for God...

Sekian

puas ? Ga puas ?
Ga tau deh... Campur aduk my feeling.
Sepanjang ngantri.. I have been asking holy spirit to be specific...
I'm in the place of questions... Junction.. I... am lost

i need some kind of yes or no.. Or specific profession to be mentioned or.. At least just one clear big arrow to somewhere somehow..
Throughout my life i felt God has loved me so much.. So much that He gave me sooooo much of free will and freedom
that i'm now lost on that specific matters... Specialized...

Ah.. Ga tau
lost... I'm lost....

Anyway: kl kalian liat gw El en Gill pas lg ibadah
udah kayak samudra di blkg....
Tissue segunung cengungukan..
Yg di prophecy org lain yg nangis kita....
Jreng jreng..

Selamat buat Hendro yg bkl punya anak 4
El yg punya anak segudang ( orphanage )
arip yg bkl naek mobil kuning batman
becky yg bkl jd chef
felix yg bkl break bricks
raymond yg ikutan olympics
gill yg buka creatip business
yoan yg bakal married to a preacher
willy yg bakal jd preacher
ieie yg bakal keliling dunia, jadi protector, a humble man, never be rejected anymore, and there will be book written about him.
Nadya yg bkl jadi designer
amanda ownly yg bkl jadi istri yg baik
nchep yg bakal lanjut ke second degree, lay hands on sick and be healed
ika yg has been called from her mothers womb
phanie yg bkl jadi nurse
venny yg jadi missionary
sherly off course dancer
jenita who has beautiful eyes and is very important in God eyes
jenny yg a walking sign board for God
stephen yg jd politician
jojo yg preach in front of thousand
hendry yg musically talented
alben yg bkl balik bandung
philip yg such a fun cool dude
kenny & cipto.... Wealthy businesman & woman..

Hohohoho
byk yg msh belon gua sebutin but thats all for now..
Congratz guys.. Daku ngiri... Hehehehe
u guys are given specific prophecy...

bombie {=^o^=}

Gua...
Masih nunggu loh..
Udah 1 jam pol..
Ane nangkring di esplanade
mrk trapped di 1 fullerton
ujan...

Anyway
mending gua tell another joke dah
udah pernah gua post bln yah? Gw ga inget dink

kembali ke masalah telpon
jd di satu hari wkt ane msh kerja di starhub
ane terima telpon dr colleague
dia bilang ini ada Mr Andy on the line
mo complain katanya...
He said I'm following up on his case..

HA ?!?! wad the tuttttttttt ??

Anyway...gw angkat

b : Afternoom Starhub, Mr Andy ?

a : yesh, is this Melissa ?

b : yes Mr Andy, what can i do for u ?

a : i want to complain..

b : uh huh Sir? What is it about ?

a : my friend's friendship is ruined by french fries

b : "/&/$((-$-&[*\}+~£|¥_+\>€\£ ??? Sorry Sir can u say that again ?

a : my friend's friendship is ruined by french fries

b : ..???????? *silent for momentssss *French fries ? ( while keep thinking hard what french fries got to do with cable tv en
internet, or mobile phone )
So sorry sir this is Starhub... we don deal with french fries...(suddenly recalling......) AAAAAAAAAAAAA
ini ANDY LAU YA ( bukan nama sebenarnya)???? Oh mi gosh... R u mad ? Ini recoded phoneee
parah kauuuu... Tidakkk... Keterlaluan !!!!!

Dan kl kalian tdk mengerti... Here's the background story

Mr Andy Lau adalah TTM gua. Dia telp di hr Rabu
sebelumnya di hr minggu...Ceritanya kan uth msh jam 2 siang tuh
nah as usual after uth gw kan byk meetink sna sini de el el
jd selesainya semua itu bisa ard 6 pm

dr jam 4 - 6 itu all my kaki yg wkt itu cowok smua
pd nungguin gw buat jalan as usual
pas udah bisa jalan i know that kita mo bowling
gw males ikut

mrk marah2 gw ga mo ikut.. Lah gw ga demen bowlink.. Palagi nungguin org maen bowling
mana jauh dr rmh gw yg wkt itu di bukit batok
so gw mo pulang en mereka ngambek2 gt lah

Krn gua jg ngerasa ga enak mereka tungguin gua...
Keluarlah gua dgn sentence
aku beliin kalian mac donald french friea dl deh yuk...

Lah dia org langsung nambah drama:
stanley yg org jawa langsung ngomong :
ealahhh kurang ajhar ci bhombie
mentang2 aku pake bhaju kuning jhadi dibeliin kentang.. Ga sudi aku dihianatib sm kentang. Cis.. Hargha diriku disamakan dgn kentang....

Asli gara2 si stanley yg ngomong
itu tuh lucu bgt.. Kayal hendro yg ngomong gt lah

terus mereka ngadu ke ttm gua yg adalah ketua fa mereka dulu
lalu ttm gua telp starhub line langsung to do the prank calls

parah leh org2.... Ngerjain gua terus
walaupun reaksi gua waktu itu ga gt dong
ttm telp jelas senang atuh
kikikikekekekkokkok
hohohohohh

anyway...
TEMEN2 gw msh belon datenggggg
huhuhuhuhu sedih hatikuuuuuu

Ku menanti... Dan nantikan pasti

Nunggu itu.... Ga enak ya
so here i am... Nunggu di esplanade buat temen2 indo gua dr Senat Untar dl to meet
mereka dateng segabruk ber 26 bok...gileee

one of them... Willy namanya... Choypan panggilannya
my main contact point.. Ampir aja ga bisa dtg gara2 tipus
mereka pd dtg kamis tgl 19 kemaren
but choypan yg notabene ketua panitia harusnya... Br nyusul tadi pagi

gua udah dikasih tau sama dia orang kl si choypan bakalan dtg hari ini
yg gua ga tau adalah... Pesawat dia pagi beeng... En the fact that dia butuh extra universal's ticket

yg kejadian... Ane dibangunin sblm alarm ane bunyi...
Pertama gua ampe mikir.. Wah kok alarm gua jadi ringtone ya ?
Eeehh telepon... Busyet pagi benerrrr
mana ujan pula..

Taunya si choypan bangunin gua buat beliin extra universal studio punya tiket
dia bilang org USS nya ga bisa jual satu extra.. En he really needs it
dia minta gw bisa bantu ga buat dapetin

jreng!! Gw cmn tau lewat website.. Akhirnya bisa ga bisa gua nekat ajah
bilang dia : ya nanti gua coba bantu loe cariin Pan * still wondering how *

sejem kemudian gw br selesai mandi... Dia telepon lagi
wedeh aneh bln sempet cek Bie-phone...

Gua blg gua cek di office ya..
On the way.. Dgn teknologi satelit starhub en kekuatan produk apel
gua berhasil ketemu tiket masuk di asiatravel.com

thank God udah kebiasa making impossible things possible for high end clients
gw jd ngerasa kyk kerja ajeh
gt msk office langsung jadi tiket jockey...

Haih Pan.. Gw di bangunin gini pagi en nungguin kalian sampe now
i must have loved u guys so much SMFE ( senat mahasiswa fakultas ekonomi )

but anyway.. U guys worth the love

bombie {=^o^=}
yg lg pusing palanya.. Gara2 kena ujan kali..

my love for alex wong.....

Alex Wong..

I might just need to charge you....

for making my emotions go up and down like this...

huuuuuu :)

I love you Alexxxxxx

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

bombie {=^o^=}

om nya El & Gill

seriously...

other than bodynya yang hot & aduhay....

gua masih ga ngerasa Jacob Black.... or Mas Taylor Lautner in real life..... ganteng....

I just don't get it.... seriously I don't get it..

Explain to me El... Gill...explain !!

HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA ! HA !

kekekekekekekeke :)

bombie - na {=^o^=}

balesan

oh.....sedikit joke dari my rosy office...

I got my match :

spt biasa gua angkat telepon kemaren..... dari hunting line office..

itu jam 6 sore lebih...kantor dah tutup harusnya

karena si hunting line itu berisik bener....gua decide buat angkat si telepon...

B : evening ct bhuang

Cust : hi...can you connect me to room 1823 please ?

B: erm....you mean you want me to connect you to our client area , with extension 1823 Mam ? You know that your banker is in the room ?

Cust : Eh, no... Please connect me to the Hotel room 1823 ! You guys are Hotel right ?

B : !@#$%%^^!@&&#*#!@(*$^^%#&!@!@ TOENG !!! *pingsan* ..

This is ct bhuang Mam....we're not Hotel ...

Cust : Ha ? You guys are not Hotel ? Oh okay...but you're in Philipine right ?

B : *fell from chair..........!@##$$%%^^&&**())(*&&^%$#@@@* no Mam....we're ct bhuang in SG..

Cust : oh... really ? Not Philipine... oh ... hahaha... I thought I call Phlipine number

B : *dalem ati : BUKANNNN adoh..... mang gua kedengeran kayak ngomong tagalog ...adoh doh doh doh * No Mam.... this is ct bhuang sg.....sorry for that.

Cust : oh no..sorry sorry. Thank you then.

B: * must end with professional tone that I was taught in my starhub days * thank you, goodbye.

ya...I got my match....

setelah gua jawab telepon with : Looking for ? not there leh....

gua dapet balesan.....Tuhan memang adil :)

su tress to my max

Gua stress

dan gua tau blogging is one good way to let it out....

haih...kerjaan .....

beneran ...there are times in office dimana gua ngerasa: what in the world did I think when I decide to reward myself with this job ?

seriously...kadang kl gua lagi super mellow, gua beneran ga bisa maafin diri gua sendiri to allow myself undergoing such a pressure, wasting my time with no....well....outstanding achievement....and even worst....let it go for so long....

okie...gua ga mo jadi ungrateful ppl yg ga count my blessings coz gua tau kerjaan ini udah kasih gua reward sedemikian banyaknya :

1> jalan2 gua ke Korea Bangkok China States

2> promotion reward

3> gaji bagus

4> taka Voucher segudang

5> segala macem hadiah fantastic dari boss2.... yg ga bisa gua sebutin disini

6> mereka bayarin ongkos dokter muka gua, dokter gigi gua, softlens gua, sampe ongkos dokter bonyok gua jg ditanggung..... , insurance, fitness, kacamata...dan lain lain nya

7> dan recently.... percaya ga percaya : gua baru tau kl mereka jg bayarin tiket pesawat gua kemana aja, ongkos hotel tinggal buat jalan2, sampe dance lesson jg boleh claim...

Yah ...I know you must be thinking ...gua gila buat ngomel2 untuk kerja di perusahaan yg demikian WOW nya....

Emang kadang gua jg mikir gua ini so ungratefull.... which is why gua masih tinggal....en tinggal...en tinggal...

tapi kl sepanjang taon ini ....gua ngerasa gua selalu butuh tempat pengeluaran buat semua stress yg gua adepin di kerjaan.....

apa yah masih sehat ? kl gua udah snep di kantor... bisa berasa loh yg namanya tekenan darah...slowly naek ..naek..naek...sampe kepala pushing mo DHUAR rasanya..

di kantor gua taon ini ....udah banyak fellow soldiers gua (colleague lah) yg berguguran..

3 berenti.....satu on the way buat pindah department.

sampe highlight of the moment : temen gua yg mo pindah department ini lari ke WC setelah banting telepon, sambil nangis bercucuran..... drama right ? padahal sebentarrrrrrrrrr lagi.....dia udah ga bakalan ngadepin semua nonsense ini......

tapi waktu gua liat dia lari, I know exactly what she felt...

gua ga pernah lari....tapi gua sering jalan cepet....tundukin kepala...sampe WC...dhuar.... nangis !! sepuasnyaaaaa......thats the only way buat loe dapetin new strength buat another battle lagi....

this kind of cries happens lots dari taon 2004...sampe 2010 now...

en akibat dari tangisan kayak gitu...biasanya dompet kasian jadi korban...jadi agak2 kebakar dikit...

Taon ini...waktu sebuah tangisan terjadi... dalam waktu 3 jam kedepan nya gua decide to go to starhub buat dapetin Iphone berapapaun harganya, berapapun lamanya gua harus nunggu.... just to menghibur diri gua (yg notabene berhasil dengan baik.... Iphone udah jadi pelepas stress gua so far)

di spanjang taon ini gua udah mikir buat take sudden cuti buat ngelariin diri ke Bali, zimbabwe, ato kutub utara..... just to run away... and de stress...

kl ini kejadian....gua ga mo kasih tau sapapun gua kemana..... gua cuman butuh being alone... diam dan merenung.....

and another one....udah jelas banget gua gemukan kan taon ini ? jangan salahin yg lain....gua tau the main cause... bukan patah hati gua...karena gua ga patah hati taon ini....bukan masalah keluarga...karena gua tau no matter wad happen to my family, God still be with our family.... tapi hanya karena satu hal : kerjaan ...

and the most ironic, bukan karena kerjaan ini makin demanding.... (dari dulu jg demanding), tapi gua ngerasa karena gua yg berubah...

gua udah mo 30..if I want to start or try anything new....this is the moment or there's no turning back....

selama ini gua kerja.... duit buat beli condo yg se mill aja belon ada.... yah gimana coba ?

if you wanna know how my work life is, as I have said and let me stress it again: simply watch devil wears prada.....

in my case: my devils eat prata... HAHAHA :)

no lah....boss gua ga devil... I have to say that.... mereka baek..

just the nature of my job.......

persis kayak dia..

she doesnt love fashion.....gua ga cinta financial market

she can do a good job being fashion assistant...... I know I do good too

I would love to have assistant like me for sure..

she enjoy the benefit of being in fashion world.....she get make over ... she become more fashionable....she enjoy the high life of being in frontline of europe fashion week

I do too... I love my travelling, wine & dine, shopping guiltless..and the enjoyment of treating/ buying sth good for family and friends is amazing.

but in the end what she love is just being low key journalist....

being just who she is doing what she love the most......

that goes the same to me..

ya udah...gua udah puas doing my blogging destressing verbal diare point...

hope it helps me surviving another week of disasterss... and last me long enough till my due time...

lastly : doakan my sanity please...

pray for my capacity to embrace lil peace in a world war zone I face each day... that I can at least smile (usually gitu pergi lunch I'm all smile... kemaren...it took me 10 minutes of ngomel2 to my lunch partner...to finally... si mi le )

pray for heart to still be grateful to see the paycheck in my account each month

most importantly ....doain supaya this area of my life that's on fire ...... ga ngebakar area2 lainnya.... en pray that gua ga destressing by eating out.....or simply ngomel2 ke temen2 gua terus .....

doakan spy gua cepat kembali

ke bombie yg dulu ...

yg all smile...all energetic...all humble.. all grateful

yg pasrah

bombie {=^o^=}

Good bad u decide

Good news is: so far this year I've been interested to guys with name like: Danielsss, Samuelsss, Peterssss, Jonathansss..... All de blessed prophets and men of God....

Bad news is they are either too young or to old, too incompatible, simply impossible.....

Anyway....it's just my no brainer posting on my rosy colorful post national day withdrawal symtomps.
Huaaaaaahhhhh..... I dread myself to officeeeee
Despite all de John James Joseph Paul being there....

Bllllllaaaahhhhh
*otakku panasssssss hihohehuha*

possibly impossible

You know what irony is ?
It's when you need to choreo for a song titled
"Nothing is impossible"

You felt that some things ..... are just impossible
fuih !!!

Lord hellpp ....

bombie {=^o^=}

Yay yay yay

Yay!!!!
5 days are overrrr ！！！
a lil reason to celebrate and be grateful for His provision of strength and patience

next leg..8 days

happy 45th singaporeeee

oh nooooooo

So tadi siang gua angkat telepon.....
And I saw the caller number that looks like our office number

Coz telp yg gua angkat itu general line.....bukan my direct line
en gua pikir itu my office ppl...
gua greet telepon itu without my normal greeting that goes like :

Morning _______ (company's name)

Instead, I went with :

"looking for ?"

Si penelepon sebut nama orang yg dia cari...
after that, thinking that she's still our internal ppl yg mungkin gua ga kenal... I answered :

" she's not at her table leh.... "

Then si penelepon bilang :
"oh, such is the case can I give you the account number to check whether the funds has been sent out ?"

suddenly.........gua lompat dari bangku gua... cek caller number si Missy .... and realize that....
SHE'S NOT MY OFFICE PPL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

en I couldn't consentrate from then on once I know that she's a client....
thinking I didn't even greet her with Hallo

matek lah guaaa...

Thank God she's so nice...
sampe bilang thank you so much for your help....
off course by the time gua tau dia client...my tone change to professional tone and words :P

seriously.... gua maluuuuu
coba pikirin calling an established company only to be greeted by a line :

Looking for ????? she's not there lehhhhhhhh

oh nooooooooooooooooooooo

bombie {=^o^=}

Mahkota wanita = rambut... ?? .. !!

Temanz
any suggestion on great hair style that i can try? Hohoho

msh bingung when's the best time for me to keriting...
Or should i just stay with my hair now.. The currently unrebonded...
No bangs.. Messy on weekday... Slightly better on weekends
need lots of effort to style in the morning but looks all right after styling...
Neat en nice in my room
godzilla's style once I reach office

jd enaknya .. Diapain ?
Lurusin ? Colour ? Cut ajeh coz msh sisa rusakan taon lalu ?
Kribo ? Jabrik ? Landak ? Ijo ?

By the time gw selesai type ini... Udah 2 lbr rambut gw meninggalkan planetnya... Which is kepala gua....
Dgn kata lain... Rontokkkk
huhuhuhu